haizx....knew too much thins....
streamin yr can't relaxx.....
too much stress....
bt now keep gttin lax...
haizx...dunnoe wat gt to mii...


Do i Realli havb Too be ...............
haizx...sumtimes sumthins does nt look so complicated when u c it...bt when u noe it it ish realli complicated nt knowin wu ish rong or correct?
haizx....it's taxin.....
mux i realli acted i knew nth.....??
so that.....it won't hurt u?so that we can be frens....?
so that .....we will nt fight 4 small thins.....?
so that.......our frenship will still be so strong n evalastin??

sumtimes i realli wanted to be alone n shout all mii troubles n secrets that i knew regradless ish it mine or nt?
bt wheneva i want to do it... i alwaes seem to mii that i 4gt eth.......

y ish it so stress?
i m begain to doubt that if u treat sumone gd e person will treat u as well?~?
mux i onli can sae eth in here?
wu will share it?
wu will noe it?
can it be told?
can it be known?
should i tell?
should i share?

Alwaes in hr i find peace dunnoe ish it e reality had gt into mii.....i begun to
feel stress without it been given?
i hope 4 a place whr i can go to.....
a time that i can 4gt eth.......
an age that havb no trouble n probs.........


will it still be thr?
will it come true...?


should i post tis i alwaes doubt bt tellin tis won't die coz...i knew sumthin....
i can post i can lax.... coz i knew......illusions.....daydreams......will one dae begone...or stay 4eva...?
no one realli knows that...i tink i mux be pourin too much n it ish gttin too late n long....

i should be goin....
bear mii temper...
sry guys.....


gtg..bb