Yesterday slept at 'bout 1 plus?! and have too wake upp early for school, hahas..... when i was so sick and tired that day....today was also like total disaster??!! sh*t.....my english was like ----------------
total speechless but passed lols...heng but i failed sa1 ...like same?!
hope i really 'like ms quek say' pass the english overall for the whole year??
really do hope so...and so angry myself for not putting much more effort on the starting of the year, damn it! i got 86 for lit. when i worked hard..."'-_-....
should have work hard starting so my overall lit. will not be pulled down so much,..."'-_-.... but really so glad some of my subs manage to mantain to sa2..
i m so damn worried okay i was like almost tearing everything i had in my hands..... knew some of my overalls but not for total subs..[[all nine]]
there's currently another problem poping upp, choosing streams and subs plus class.... we are putting science classes first defintely! but i am still stuck between first and second....
if i choose first class i don't know will i be choosen i scared i would be the 41?
so if i choose second my position would be more stable?? i don't know?
some just take the gamble and put first, some say sfter to choose second and rather that we know can go first class but choose second then rather know can go first or second but go er erms...other classes??
i was like both were very right?? i was so torn upp between decisions??
just feeling so messed and confused 'round my mind...gonna get headaches...
would you be there for me when i need you??~


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Would you be there??
'Till we walk to the end.