today got upp in a very lazy mood/mode was like i felt that i only sleep for an hour??!
drag myself out of bed knowing that i was 'bout to get late ,rushed to the bustop elps i just missed the bus??
damn! waited for another, thought was going to be late saw lch in the bus, didn't talk to him....... after band practice went to eastpoint , slack there when they decided to play dota/lan.... so in the end [[cos we are in band tee]] we had to come to my hse to get changed [[only gals]]. boys are not allowed in my house......"' k nevermind. went thro and fro there many times my house then back to eastpoint then back to my house then to eastpoint, lame right?! but in the end we still get what we want, and i happily got my revenge on lct....wahahahhahhahahas.....muahahhahas.................... TWO TIMES although its little but to me its enough!! yeahs.~~~~ woos~~yeahs.... and i got ranked fourth[[there were six players]]
at least i won martin and jacjac..... jacjac one day both of us will win them de!! kampahdeh!!
ANATA GA SKI....
love you guys lots!!~~
[[p.s this is not the translation for the jap words]]

LOVE IS NOT TAKEN FOR GRANTED; BUT TO CHERISH , SACRIFICE AND FORGIVE;
SOMETIMES THE AMOUNT YOU GIVE IN LOVE ; IS NOT WHAT THE AMOUNT YOU WILL GET BACK FROM LOVE.......















WAS RUINED BY YOU; BUT STILL HOPING YOU'RE THE ONE TO SAVE ME


today was woken upp by the sound of the ringing telephone,,,,,,
so damn tired sleep quite late the past few days...peace no school!! hahas
but was like going to missssssssss the 205 people agains......
today went out to tm......then a trip to bedok then a trip to eastpoint.......hahas the bus 38 route.
lols~! oh ya some funny sights, saw terence and martin got hit by basket ball when they threw it themselves?! o_O and jerome, okay like it was always funny when you go out with him?! its impossible not to laugh with the company of him, !! ITS IMPOSSIBLE!!
hahas gonna be a short post anyway summarized everything..hahas

WHAT'S DONE CAN'T BE UNDONE; BUTS SINCE ITS DONE WHY NOT DO SOMETHING TO LET IT BE OR TURNED BETTER??
I MAY BE TEMPERATE BUT ITS ALL UPP TO YA TO TAME ME DOWN..HAHAS

haizx....seems so many things ae happening okays?
but was so stress out like okay i dun even have the mood to go for a 50% sales?
ehhs mayb i would? okay nevermind... was staying at home except for going to eastpoint to grab a bite....... so its so like damn damn bored at home?? like i don't feel like switching te channels at all much less to even talk okay?! i was damn piss off by some idiotic freaks....... OOh those extinct dinosaurs that came to make trouble for the world agains? like i was saying bout past history get real okay........ why treat evryone like they are going to kill you one day?? and don't think everyone have motive for knowing you get real what good benefits you can give people NOTHING from what i know?! terrible and a horrible freak just give people a remiss feeling delinquent freako.......
hate it.....


WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME TO TRY; I DID IT AND GOT IT.
LET PAST BE THE PAST; LET THE PRESENT BE CONTINED; AND AWAITS FOR THE UNPREDICTABLE FUTURE TO COME.

can anyone tell my or send me a message telling me who has hidden feelings for every decision i make;

can anyone tell me who is watching my every moves;

would anyone just tell me truthfully how they feel;


Could anyone tell me that who is testing me;


i would like to announce to the world, i m just being me, its okay that you all don't believe me, its okay that you all don't like or prefer me, whether i m just a substitute to you all or just simply a tool in all of your eyes, i am confused about everything, who can drop or throw me the rope of hope and truth i know thats something that will tear me to pieces but it will be better if someone who's there for me to tell me rather then i finding it myself in the end and regret it................



i m a bitch;
i m a witch;
i m a cry baby;
i m someone weak and strong;
i m a lier;
i m someone who is blinded by clouds;
i m a person who is trapped by the BIGGY three;
i m someone who is been messed;
i will be your stepping stone;
if i m even fit too.................................................................................

taken when i was eh er erms bann
me and hubby---lols so long lers
heh who says you got the right to peep the gal's room
the boys took it themselves
LAUGHS~*
MR. toots and doctor TAY!
yunns and lunns
YUMYUMS grubble tan

took when under eh er erms......

Ooh a toots......and doctor TAY
grubble tan
ah toots tay
his illness really getting worse using mouth to conduct
HEH dat was not polite?!~ hahas
yuns and luns
hehs who say you can peep in the gal's toilet



i love those teddys
MICH I UPLOAD YOUR MASTERPIECE
YOUR MASTER SNAPSHOT
YOUR MASTER PIECE WALLET
WOO LALA EXAMS ARE OVER DEAR
ME AND MENNS LOVE HER LOTS YA KNOW
WE WILL BE BESTIes, you will wait fo me?
love you guys, all so thoughtful


hahas cartoonised ivan martin and lch


study madness
ehhs?......
make sure they fall

THE PLASTICS LOVE THEMS LOTS

okays gonna start the post with my results, was like sh*T....
i did more badly then before,only for some subjects i manage to mantain or did pretty well....=]
for the combination of marks i get today i got like 4 'A's , 2 'B's and 3 'C's... i actually can get 3 'B's but my stoopid art, just o.2 and a more beautiful B will be printed there!!~ haizx....was so happy that my literature was pulled up to an A...
hahs....but i really cannot believe at first that i actually scored a 86 for my sa2 literature.....this ish the highest score i get for my literature for this two years [[when i keep failing it]] laughs~* my overall ish just a B3......arghss why don't just give me that 0.1 rang wo shuang yi xia.........gosh i used chinese... hmms... who cares, i just desperately need to improve more on my language can talk cannot do also useless...o_O fines..... didn't did that well for geography?!~ ish like i was doing so much better in the upper half year?!!~ can you believe A to C?!! arghss i want to cry when i thought i could take geography class sucessfully?!~~? arghhs in the end scored better then history was actually thinking that i would fail my history? but my overall was pulled down, didn't do well for CA? it was like all project work?! i just think that i would do better in paper?! hmphs.. was so spilt up for my decisions?? what i am talking bout??
i don't know should i take first class as first choice?! i was so terrified that i would....*********************************************
haizx....lch suggested i should go for a more stable position.....which ish go put pure bio/second class as first choice?? what's more also confused of taking geo or history elective?? 40% history, 60% geography, i prefer geography but marks prove history was better??
i was like don't know what to do??
so hope like we are like the sec threes last time they need not to choose their own classes??! they are being choose and selected to the classes and selected to the classes by teachers??! but choosing own class is also a better choice for people who prefer other classes it you know what i mean.... really hoped that 205 will remain together you know?? just love 205's people.... simply most united, one bad all bad, one good all good??ehhs??? hahas but i just know pur class ish just so united and forever together i will not forget what i enjoyed in 205 and its peeps.. hahas althought we cannot be in the same class but guys we are in the same school?!!~ just love you guys, hope we will still miss each other and be united when together good memories and the best of it are kept in heart........

okayys next thingy, is i have to ask that is today the splash/pour water day?!
ish like jerome and martin got all wet?! hahas got counter attack by all of us well actually i did not do the splashing and pouring..........hahas .....
but it was hilarious just seeing them got all wet from head to toe...hahas...

Yesterday slept at 'bout 1 plus?! and have too wake upp early for school, hahas..... when i was so sick and tired that day....today was also like total disaster??!! sh*t.....my english was like ----------------
total speechless but passed lols...heng but i failed sa1 ...like same?!
hope i really 'like ms quek say' pass the english overall for the whole year??
really do hope so...and so angry myself for not putting much more effort on the starting of the year, damn it! i got 86 for lit. when i worked hard..."'-_-....
should have work hard starting so my overall lit. will not be pulled down so much,..."'-_-.... but really so glad some of my subs manage to mantain to sa2..
i m so damn worried okay i was like almost tearing everything i had in my hands..... knew some of my overalls but not for total subs..[[all nine]]
there's currently another problem poping upp, choosing streams and subs plus class.... we are putting science classes first defintely! but i am still stuck between first and second....
if i choose first class i don't know will i be choosen i scared i would be the 41?
so if i choose second my position would be more stable?? i don't know?
some just take the gamble and put first, some say sfter to choose second and rather that we know can go first class but choose second then rather know can go first or second but go er erms...other classes??
i was like both were very right?? i was so torn upp between decisions??
just feeling so messed and confused 'round my mind...gonna get headaches...
would you be there for me when i need you??~


W H E N I T U R N E D B A C K I H O P E T H E P E R S O N I S E E I S H Y O U N O M A T T E R W H A T I H O P E Y O U W O U L D B E T H E R E F O R M E ! ! !

Would you be there??
'Till we walk to the end.

today was like almost the most dreading day to come....
today we are getting some of our papers and marks backs, was like so nervous?!~
hmmph~ and this time i didn't do to well for some subs... was really very saddening,
like my english, i nid to get 20+ or ++ upon 30 to pass my english and and its english overall??
i was like i failed my sa1 english aready?? and this blow was like coming damn hard to me
what's more harsh. realised i get only 50+ for my geography sa2 , first time somemore...... sh*t.... really felt like banging the wall, what's more you aren't dare for me today...i so sadd.....
after the hard shocking day, went to have lunch and played around with thems, then yunns came over my hse and we went to ivan's.......Grrr....stoopid martin...........
yunns was so professional in o2jam...woos..... also ivan.......... me and martin was like .........
nth to say.....
haha..... now lying around sianing don't want to know bout tomorrow's things..................
i scared i will get another shocks of dats and this........


i thought you cannot be even insensitive then now,
but i realised i am wrong,
i thought i was the one who ish suffering this but....;
i realised some of your besties were suffering from it too......

QUIZZES......
name 24 ppl at the topp of your head.

1)carmen
2)michelle
3)martin
4)jacyln
5)qiuyun
6)lch
7)jerome
8)ivantay
9)chew yeng
10)su tieng
11)wei xin
12)jasmine
13)jean
14)wei qi
15)charris
16)karen
17)xueling
18)ivan tan
19)diana
20)vk
21)hoyan
22)lam han
23)ryan
24)senthil


is #9 single?-think so

Would u date #20?-no way

Is #17 guy or gal?- strictly a gal

Has #15 and #2 dated b4?-no way?! they love guys

Are u older old younger then #3?- older so siian

Hav u ever seen #7 naked?- ehhs indirectly bah-half naked

Where does #19 live?-kallang

When was the last time u saw #12?-5 days

Ever watched a muvee wit #5?-yupp.. love her!!

How tall is #23?-nt too sure never told me b4

Do u love #16?-yes. she's my daughter.

Do u go to d same sch as #14?-no, never

Hav u ever had classed wit #11?-yes

Wher was #21 born?-hongkong

Hav u ever hugged #18?-no man!

Wat’s #8 middle name?-bai xiang

Is #13 a nice person?-yes bahhs

Wud u rather #1 die or u die?- depends

Is #4 older den u?-no

Wud u ever kiss #24?- no way!

Hav u ever swum wit #16?-nopes

When’s #10 birthdae?- 26th of june

Hav u ever been to a party wit #17 or #19?-nopes

Are #22 and #24 gd frens?-they dun even know each other

Will #3 and #7 make a gd couple?- hahas they aren't gays

Has #15 ever gave u a birthdae prezzie?-nopes, sobb

How long hav u known #13?- i dun noe her not even one

If #5 and #19 were drowning, who wud u save?-I would save #5

Will #2 b willing to kiss #6?- i dun think so, not possible.



hahas;//

WOOS~~ love you guys was like, you guys can cheer upp any dull days?!~ cools....
today went out with thems* yunns;ivanx2;martin;romey...hahas
went to escape actualli was regretting it, cos they said www was like can enjoy the whole day?! nevermind today wonderous things happened to me..................hahas ..........
today was like so hilarious wanted to take pics but realised we put our belongings in the lockers...hahs...ehhs got to go......downloading stuffs....

Today miss calculate the time...........
could have gotten like one more hr of sleepz??
i need to get upp at 9.30 but woke upp at 8?!
and tell you what i slept at one in the morning?!!
Ridiculous~ but its for shopping and i gotten lots of stuffs the problem ish my precious money
but nevermind i must start to save before i can shopp even more stuffs plus tomorrow there's like a flea market!!!!! ohmygosh...... plus all the offers??!! i m crazy i think i will spent so much that i will have not enough for end year sale where there are more offers/discounts and stuffs...
tomorrow going to have a great time again i think with the other guys but will not be if they choosed WWW cant go there....think it will only reopen at sun which ish the 15th of oct
. love....! today also bought necklacen yupps the four of us have the same ones and colour...there colours aren't that pretty, carmen got a DIY necklace from wei xin cool, but can add more stuffs which will be better?? we walked around the whole day in ppl's park centre and bugis street its like today was kinda bored oh ya we also went to icon.... went to look at stuffs...and so on...
then after that went to eastpoint to get a bite......got the hotdog meal its filling..... kkays....
repacked my things from the living room to my roomie... can't stand my irratating lil'sis [firebrand] hmmph!!


gonna stopp here going to do some on9 stuffs...




arrs.......
Started the day quite early today, woke upp at 'bout eight?? ooh...its been so long since i got upp that early for holidays[[xcept for some]] Today was actually going to watch 'john tucker must die'-- don't get mad, get even.... cool? but it was like not showing anymore?!~ argh fine? then went to did some shopping 'round the town areas....[[orchard EG]] with mich;carmen;weixin.........we didn't actually see much as it was early, saw some areas with lots&lots of bangles;simply adore it; bangle paradise, recently just love bangles, love to wear something on my wrist?? like it just adds upp to my dressings...
While we hit on the streets of BUGIS we simply saw things like OKAY....hahas...we like decided to buy some things[[made pacts kay?]] since tomorrow we are going out together again!~ YEAHS shopping brings life out of us...!And what's more today ish the starting of us 'THE PLASTICS GALS'"WE are simply PRICELESS" laughs~*......... took some neos too...very nice but a bit OH my GoSH cause' we were like not given enogh time to choose the neos?? like we choosed only three whereas there are some more nicer ones?Hmmph~ its just like arghh!! Spent 'bout of total twenty bucks....stopping here!~

L O V E Y O O D O Y O U H E A R M E ? ?
D O Y O O L O V E M E T O O ! ?

arrs.......
Started the day quite early today, woke upp at 'bout eight?? ooh...its been so long since i got upp that early for holidays[[xcept for some]] Today was actually going to watch 'john tucker must die'-- don't get mad, get even.... cool? but it was like not showing anymore?!~ argh fine? then went to did some shopping 'round the town areas....[[orchard EG]] with mich;carmen;weixin.........we didn't actually see much as it was early, saw some areas with lots&lots of bangles;simply adore it; bangle paradise, recently just love bangles, love to wear something on my wrist?? like it just adds upp to my dressings...
While we hit on the streets of BUGIS we simply saw things like OKAY....hahas...we like decided to buy some things[[made pacts kay?]] since tomorrow we are going out together again!~ YEAHS shopping brings life out of us...!And what's more today ish the starting of us 'THE PLASTICS GALS'"WE are simply PRICELESS" laughs~*......... took some neos too...very nice but a bit OH my GoSH cause' we were like not given enogh time to choose the neos?? like we choosed only three whereas there are some more nicer ones?Hmmph~ its just like arghh!! Spent 'bout of total twenty bucks....stopping here!~

L O V E Y O O D O Y O U H E A R M E ? ?
D O Y O O L O V E M E T O O ! ?

................................................

laughs* actaully gonna like upload some happenings pics but was like unable to??
hahs...today was like "trying to do serious stuff but didn't end upp doing"?i was like huhs....laughs* okies just giviin crapss here...anyway...tis ish like okay the first examination dat i feel more confident in my literature sa2 then my history ... i was like blank out on the facts [for history esssay questions] on history??! okay i was like what was the reason for merger other then common market..........stood there think think.......hmmphhs!~ didn't wanna to think of the worst but cant think for the best for history either now left for sa2 is homeac, science, maths ppr2 and art.....like i discovered that there is so many talented artist around me... i felt so zi bei drawing infront of them....haiz sians....,..thot goin to get a pressie for my "wife" but like cant go out till i finish my revision for maths and science aso haven finish my art.....haizx...nvm gonna stopp here must not go online so long must concentrate ^-^yeahs...

okiepokie byebyes
suie

HERE LIVES SOMEONE WHO HAVE A LIFE.... LIFELESS LIFE....

I'M WHO I 'M ANYONE CARES??

I LIVE OF A DOLLS/PUPPET LIFE........

I SEE WHAT MY MASTERS LET ME SEE....
WHAT I SEE ISH DARK; REALISTIC.......ITS JUST NOT THE SAME OF
WHAT I HAVE IN MY MIND, OF WHAT I M THINKING.......

I WANT NO ONES TO BE WITH ME.....
COS THE NO ONES WIL BE CONTROL IN MY MASTERS HANDS TOO.....
ONE SUFFER ISH ENOUGH THERES NO NID FOR MORE.......

I TRY TO SEE....
I TRY TO UNLEASH MYSELF....
BUT THEN I REALISED.....
I HAVE MORE THEN ONE MASTER......
I'M A DOLL OF MANY MASTERS.....
A CREATION OF THEIR BOREDOM........


MY TEARS KEEP FLOWING; LIKE THE TAPWATERS KEPT ON RUNNING; I HOPE ONE DAY SUMONE KIND WOULD PUT A STOPPER; A PRINCE/PRINCESS OF HOPE; SO I CAN CONTINUE BELIVING; WHEN THERE ISH HOPE THERE ISH BELIVING..............

WOODEN;PURE PLASTIC......
LOVE ME??