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Saturday, April 28, 2007

Filings... @ 8:05 AM

Got to the com for awhile since Xinnz on it. Might as well. Found a real long fact : Me plus Xinnz never equals to studies.
hmms... SA1's coming and i am in deep trouble. this was the first time, i couldnt concentrate on my studies, not even a bit, not even a tiny weeny bit. gosh! hmms...must really buck upp! Today was saturday, same old routine {yeah maple story} laughs~*. 'Bin eating and stuffing down food into my mouth and through my throat. 'cos myself to have tummy problems, lols. hehes. hoping it will be all better for the tomorrow and the rest of the days that yet to come. =) Hopes to go Taiwan during the holidays. {hopefully} 'Bin tempted by Xinnz. *-* i wanna my camera! And my Oven! laughs~!* june june come fast! hahs. {love it} =p {adores totally}
{bite the dust} Realize my wish list is never always completed.
{'Bin adding on but not fulfilling it?} hahas. maybe one day my lil' tinkle bell will come and help me with it. {can't use fairy i'm one hahas} laughs~!*
Purplester. sodalicious. white chocolates. Fetish.
i'm vicious;
so-da-licious;
never aimless;
always going forward;
and never looks back.
that's me and i know it.
and i dont need you to have it.
'cos then that would be two me.
no individuality ; but the two-of-a-kind.
=) smiles; look upp; i will be there; be vanilla loved; suie <3

Labels: let it be done; guardian angel

Monday, April 23, 2007

Crappsh @ 6:53 AM

Just finish upp the report for chemistry. Dont think i did a very good job on it. =X
well, today was *Surprisingly* able to wake upp on time after sleeping late. kekex.
The first shock to me during the first period of Mt lesson. i failed my paper. What the heck! =.= Completely forgot what happen to me, seems like it just when past me and *tinks* it disappears. hahas. Had extra math class was so tiring. Wasn't very pleased with the results either. a 43. What the hecks again! >.<
stayed back awhile more with mrs ng to request more help. She was damn good nars. i mean i prefer her when she's not teaching me maths. hehs. =)
We chatted something erh erms {hamtaro was there too} yeahs. well, she's got a point, and i am determine to find out the secret informer!
hmms.. been having unstable changes. laughs~* i've never been normal am i?! hahas... well. all the best to all of you for your(s) SA1! hahas. *giggles*
I am fat. Obese. plump. Ugly. Never eye pleasing. But thats me.
=) Love me for who am i. kekes.
Addictionx towards lemon zest.

Dancing colours of the nightx
Blinded my eyes in just one sight
Beautiful memories of the past
will just be remained in my mind.......

For the remain moments.
Hushies, shushies , psshies, hmms... mmms....
*twinkles* i love you.
lets all be vanilla loved. <3 suie

Labels: EXISTANCE times NO LOVE equals PLAIN POINTLESS

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Its just keep getting weirder~ @ 3:53 AM

Hmms.... seems i took so long to put the fact right here. yeahs, Band's syf we din get what we wanted. We got a Bronze. Yes, I must be proud of it. And i hope all band members thinks so.
This is my first and last syf's performance but well i know dats the best aready. =)
Been stuffing all the junks down my system. What the heck. hahas .
Today went to study with MARVIN. Yeahs with him. And i Dont actually care what you guys said 'bout me being with him. Whatever happens, Its between Me and Him. Thank you.
Yeahs and Lots of Loves and tokens of appreciation to jacjac, Baobeiis, darlings, menns, Lao po (S) and hamtaro. Love you guys!
Dropp my hand phone for like the Thousandth time... ZzzzZ Gosh!
Been realized that i have changed a lot. And its the truth. Think that some of you have been noticing that, well hmms.... SA's coming 'bout a week or two till then? *-* i had to get a 5'A's hahas. Maybe with the rate of my learning progress... =.= hahas maybe not.
Wasted my three bucks for this month's teenage, Gosh the cover was interesting but whatever inside was like so... erh erms. {deleted my commentz} Sorry, to the peeps who reads teenage! i was one of their readers. Well but changed to cleo. =) {yeahs michelle where's the magz?}
kekezx.
The pinkie-tee as my topp;
With the stripped slippers i slipped on;
compliments the polka dots shorts i wore. =)

With tons of loves; from the bottom of my only heart; To my sweethearts : ILOVEYOU.

Labels: Just so high

Thursday, April 19, 2007

{define vanilla} @ 4:12 AM

mind in a total blank.
dont know what to write.
hmms..
just realized that everything just come and go like this.
love you lots and lots LEE CHENG HOO !! hahas.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

#Out of Boredom# @ 4:55 AM

I AM LIKE SUPER BORED NOW?! {yeah so what i am playing a comp}
phews~*
Went for band today {no doubt} yes. on a Saturday.
left halfway through for tuition. then went back. super rush.
{ate like crazy during tuition} laughs~*
Band ended like five? went to tm to get some stuffs; {saw him theres}
lalas~ well, but still went round tm alone; then what a coincidence my hphone batt went flat. =.= i was like fine~* was super damn bored nars.
Went home realize my lil' sis is going out, even more lol.
fine. so i have to be alone again. And when i am bored i would eat. bin' doing it for the past few days; and getting tired of it. hais.
Wondering whether to go out later, since tomorrow i am going out again?!
and i would have to be alone once again?! okay. good.
Cant believe i am so pathetic. Gosh. but thanks to those that save me from boredom by smsing, in msning, and conferencing~ blah blah blahs.
Appreciated. too bad you guys cant accompany me.
ZzzzZ.... total =.=.
Pathetic me.

Abhor and abhors suie!!!

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Written~* @ 10:18 PM

Was super moody in the morning. Just blank goes my mind.
{yepps going to watch no.23 with mich} wakakas. hopes she have the time. Having Ca just now {currently in the com lab}. lols. =]
Watch freedom writers with my lil'sis, yeas was a nice one. maybe gonna lend the book {see whether they change the story just to fit the time frame given} well, partly 'cos its interesting nars.
#seriously, you're important to me, and dont give upp. 'cos i really need you. kayz? =]# yeahs. gonna end school late again, it seems like everyday huhs, its just that now its becos of studies and so , not fun anymore. well guess this is part of the growing upp process. hmmms.... gotta stopp here; 'chers driving us out.
toodles~*
=]
love loves. suie <3

Sunday, April 08, 2007

acceptance @ 7:48 AM

Have to accept that you are gone. i will get use to it. knowing that you will be watching over us in the skies. i will make myself happie at the same time.~dreams*

today went to his ....................
.........................................................
manage to hold back my tears 'till he was send off.
Saw something from hamtaro...and i really cannot take it no more.
WAS damn glad that all of you were there for me. hahas. love you guys damn much.
{mich- better find time to watch a movie with me}
hahas.
well..... have to get over it somehow. And start afresh.
yepps.
i shan't continue no more.

{loves} <3 suie
peace to you my friend.

Saturday, April 07, 2007

*Silent~* @ 9:21 AM

Let it do the talking. @ 4:57 AM

Just dont know what to say; and let it do all the talking.

HE will be gone; yet not forgotten.

It will soon be the past; but remains as a memory to us.

HE may not be the best or perfect one; yet he will still be a part of us.

memories will be everything that is left now.

just wanna tell you; i regretted not giving you the last pull. =]