pretty tired out these two days.. perhaps of the much catching up work cause i am sick and band has been pretty much tiring to.. working hard these days in band. which is like a down period for most of the seniors. Diagnostic tests are up and coming. and its like super fast its gonna be the 'O's pretty scary huhs? i have been much slacking and really felt bad bout it. hms..perhaps should really buck up soon. and gonna take their 'O' level art topics for doodles.
pretty much randoms here. Today din really slept at lessons its like Spa and physical education. so how am i suppose to? oh well.. completely flunk today's SPA. its 'O's and its like.. Mrs chua even said.. your sec three foundation... WEAK. *-*... one from Mr.goh.. one from MRS chua. okay... my PURE? hope i could... i am such ... a failure. totally. oh.. new euphoniums are here yesterday. and is given to two peeps. a pretty pity that i din get and well not really that upset about it cause i know i am not that qualify to. but a pity to.. hmms..
oh well.. got back home and rented step up. cause my sister wanted to watch. and its a okay show wanted to review it.. so can continue its part two.. in the movies. =) yeahs. who wanna watch with me? laughs~ have you ever had a heart.. stab and stabbed. til it no longer bleeds.. but left with tears... and ... sweat...
LIEBE suie.

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Hello people. its like ages since i blogged. i know that many stuffs had happen and not much know. some half-knowingly some knew everything. and i suddenly realised... that this time i wasnt lying on anyone's shoulder. and its not because i told myself to be strong and learned to. but because circumstances cause me to. quite saddening i know.. but... look on the other side..
i've learned. And now what i am afraid is that i couldnt treat people like i used to.. like how i would in the past. Sorry people. *-* Back of this.. Reached school like damn early? well.. thats what they said.. then meet michelle.. its was damn unlucky cause it rained. [ i din resort for umbrella ] School was as usual.. except that i din sleep at much in the mornings like i do every schooling days. =) Chatted random stuffs with girls and realised stuffs.. had fun during geography [ defintely not with the lessons ] Went to computer lab for social studies... and me and michelle....Not doing anything much. we realised.. schoolwork with friends... OUT. VIWAWA.
Then made an appointment with Mrs chua.. [ still haven gotten used to calling her that ] i still preferred ms audrey tan. Whatever. Today's english journal was SKYDIVE. just felt weird. chinese was horrendous. marks..blehs.. Rubbish. It was band then.. wasnt bad as i thought it would be. Had much fun and laughters... and SHAKING plus tremendous ROCKING. =)
Talked and then went to return discs and rented a few again.. laughs.. rented neverland , no reservations and bridge to terabithia. =) ...snacked like i wont stop. HAte it.
FAT SUIE.
Hasse Hasse.


Maybe one day i could find someone that understands me. That is you. but why....

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Its like i am from another kind of world. =) Many random things happen and i shall not remember all .[ okay i admit its my STM-ing ] Definitely going brief.Recieved the letter from the traffic police.. and like what i said.. my dadi didnt notice the NAME but i am a goody two shoes and listens to my FRIEND *arran* and admit it . I actually din get scoldings but mocks from dadi.. What crap. Then it was cross country on Friday. Met the few as usual.. some random stuffs happen which i prefer to not say. Scalded my tongue.. and hitted arran , before he showed as some random stoopid video he had on his Handphone. Ran for cross country while mich and xin helped to take pictures. Candids. Got a ninth position out the race and actually felt i accomplished at least something for the Secondary year. Although i regretted not joining the east view idol. [ okay laugh all you want , but i did wanted to join ] after that cabbed home with hamtaro and weixin. Reached home and off to the bed i go. and realised after the run .. i atually couldnt get to sleep. Total regrets. since that i went to grab some bites and rented a few discs to watch. got myself stardust , nancy drew and aquamarine *my lil sister wanna watch * oh well.. so homeworked and watched the shows.Saturday. Tuition as usual. was supposed to meet some friend but he/she was late. so went to lunched with Baobeiis. Then went home to do some randoms stuffs and coincidently met a friend of mine which i shall keep secret of who. chatted , and so. Realised some stuffs that .. i never thought of. *-* ... Msn-ed some random people.. and went off to met the he/she. got my stuffs.. and off i go. its kinda lameo.. but hey my stuffs ... so responsibility here. got home and start continuing my shows without my lil'sister.. since she was like going to reach home and an UBER late timing?? so half-ate half watched... and dadi was home.. was supposed to do physics.. DADI actually asked me to.. but still i want my SHOWS. too bad. Soon was about night and chatted with someone.. and had a real kinda long talk with he/she. ....~ let me just stop here and wait til i know how to go on ....realised i used RANDOM so many times. and i really wonder too.. am i just another random thing/person/life in everyones eye. i really wonder. pictures for galores.









hmms... its like ages since i blogged yea? hmms.. a total disgrace of myself from the precious post and pictures but hope you guys enoyed it and i know SOMEONE did..especially! hahas. =) rights no offence here. Today was like SAME?? as always.. hmms.. Did stc with Ms rahayu.. and she was like.. SO weird?? wonders heard that Band's camp this year during march is going to be a REAL packed one so everyone will have to go home rest after the day at there for the three days of the camp.. if you get what i mean... *-* oh well.. Feeling kinda stress up these days.. from unknown stuffs and getting really really slack as i have stop doinbg much excercise these days which i usually would.. hmms.. and its like... i feel damn FAT. seriously. Cross-country is like on the friday and i hope i could at least gain some points for my house.. i dont want to run for nothing , and hope also to get some nice pictures on the way.. but doing the running so maybe not much chance. =) oh well.. TO weixin.. pictures are uploaded but not send. if want please online when i am .. and send me a sms too. thus i could sent you via messenger... via hotmail.. equals troublesome. got much work not done and gotta get some stuffs before i continue My essays. CHUS guys...
LIEBE ihr.... suie.

Today was tuition like as per normal.. but was almost late cause went to play piano with lil'sister.. and what a weird sister i have who have the time to sleep but dont want to.. =.=.. random peeps smsed me and i was kinda rude to them, so-sorry about it. Tuition was only me and Vannz.. its like super bored and we were stuck at almost anything... i just can't think.. after that went on to meet peeps to study at tamp. was really ridiculous cause i actually took the wrong bus and wasted a lot of stuffs~

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