Hey HO~
Like i say , trying my best to continue my regular postings.
Working as usual. Was put with Carmen & Mich today.
Was suppose to head to the gym but end up didnt manage to. Lazy perhaps.
Afterwards headed to Flea-tique , it was at 8Q. Awesome + freaking Scorching hot. The burning sensation , desperate need of ice cool water on your skin and down your throat kinda feel. Like Oh.My.Goodness. Imagine if it was as crowed as that time i'd just give up the thought of going in. -.-

Didnt manage to find the shop me and Mich was looking for , but got a couple of stuffs still. :) and in total i got a really cute notebook and a spec for eighteen bucks. Reasonable i guess ? :))) wanted to get the black one , but thought it wasnt as nice as the white one . * im regretting now * i 'd rather just get both since they add up to be lower than of the original price. -.- Saw loads of aviators going at the price of two bucks. good condition. Saw ray bans going at that price too. Like what the ____ ?!~ Carmen was the happiest shopper . :) Before that lunch-ed with them at shokudo. Seriously hated the wait always , but its always a good time to take pictures then. wondering if they did it on purpose ?! :))))

Anyway , was pretty bad that i had to leave for work . Pretty pissed off by some of the customers , [ in particular ] But well , something really sweet happened and made my day. OH MY GOSH . :))) I shan't say yo. Im seriously selfish! :)))

And its time for me to bid goodnight! :)) i'd be slaughtered if i dont sleep now. :)
Adios~!
loves loads ;
Suie .

P.s : love is at where the heart is.

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- Finally , an update for my blog ?
Xueling was complaining [ with me ] that my blog is rotting away without recognition.


- Sadly this post is going to start or end sadly / monotone.

- Right , talking about what happen recently , i have been very active . Going for camps , co-curriculum activities , running errands and such .etc . And im guilty as charged of delaying the pictures that were suppose to appear like ten thousand before-christ ago. *-* [ half of it is at the third post after this post ] .:)

- Camp details i shall leave it aside , mainly of knowing my astronomy club peeps and bonding through usual camp activities . Believe me , i was naughty during the camp. *giggles~* :))

- Everything adds up to a bad sore throat which i had to survive school and presentation of , now even using my alter throat voice doesnt help. Im like through the period of " voice - break " . Seriously.

- Next , been up to some ' bonding ' ideas which im glad , its have been accepted by most , and i hope that it would be my old mates next , since my birthday is coming. [ If most of you realised this year , im boasting / advertising that my birthday is coming. ] i want to make it a joyous occasion where people come together and meet up . RE-CONNECT yo! :))))))
* im super excited * : Dont have to come with gifts { though i wouldnt mind } , just come with the heart to celebrate and bond. :))) i will be glad to provide and plan for the rest. { though i super like surprises } .

- " Oh well , the up-coming june sets me thinking. The weirdness , the random talking , the extrovert in me stepping out.etc. I finally know why. Because i've lost you. You who has been there for me , who cried with me , everything that is so similar to me , the endless random topics we have which is super entertaining , the secrets we share and not spill , and the wondrous thing is , we dont even have to know the other side of friends we each have but we can share whatever its in / about. We would remember everything , even we have bad memory , we would laugh at the smallest thing and continue for hours. We would come to an agreement in end , regardless of how different our views are [ seldom different ] . Too much to describe , too much to say , a friendship , or more than a friendship, its a special relationship that we share , a pair of Gemini-st we once pledge , i sorta regret we had to end. "


SUPER RANDOM - NESS : hello, huiyuan here.. the girl who sit beside her in CLASS!!! booHOO...blah!


- 2nd post :
Dance yesterday night was a killer for my back , the limit yo . Im already using the minimum of my strength , even the teacher say i can't be so gentle. -.-
And i realise being a guy like ____ could actually attract both guys and girls. *Shocks~* If i were his girlfriend , i think i would be jealous like OMG for the rest of the period with him. -.-

- Afterwards , had a long sought / missed chat with miss SOH. :) we took an hour or more. Impressive ? :))) i believe we could have continued if it wasnt late at night. :)) * i still prefer to call you your chinese name * :))))

- NEXT ! Woke up late today , like seven twenty or so ? The best thing was after i text-ed dwayne i went back to lala land. I must be dreaming. -.- FSP is one very very irritating subject. Seriously. Im actually quite [ extremely in fact ] happy that i dont have to take programming in the second semester. :) waiting for it.

- Common test are up and coming too , everyone has it at different weeks and timing , but still , all the best yo! :))) score high GPA!!! :) *Delights*

Oh well , i have to end my post here. I promise , or rather i hope , i can blog / update frequently. Soooooooooooo You guys can know what im up to yo! :)))
Misses everyone like crazy! :))
ADIOS! ;
loves load suie! :))


P.S : im like sehr tired , hungry , sleepy and BORED. I think im putting on weight now and then , plus my aches arent getting better,What should i do ? hmm...

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Hey ho! :)
im going off to a camp and will only be back on sunday yo!.
So loads of pictures and posting will be up only next week. :)))
people dont miss me. :))

Loves suie. :)))
P.s: the judge of heart

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Hey ho!
Going to update my blog before it serious turn cold and rot with fungus. :(

I missed monday's dance practice. *-*
Was suppose to head down to check whether im in or not. But something or somehow rather i didnt make it.

Loan two magazines from school's library , awesome in a sense they covered almost all magazine [ though they dont have nylon / vivi .etc kinda range ] but fair enough. :) say , my school is filthy rich.
Aside : i thought it was nice to slack at the library at times , but i only have one hour break or less than that everyday. seriously.

Didnt manage to finish both and went to lend another book today , i wonder whats the loan limit in total. Prolly going to exceed [ but michelle might beat me first ] . :))
Totally slept in class for an hour and din manage to complete my test again. -.- have myself to blame after all. i think im getting the sleepy-ness from XXX.

Dance yesterday was cool-ness X infinite. :)) Totally blushed due to some reasons. [ weixin stop laughing ] and locking was replaced by a cute japanese dance teacher. A very fast / different style , had fun and realise i had much to catch up yo. :((
Have to buck up on locking. :))

Asked a favour of someone to get a couple things for me. OMG. Countless thanks. Thinking whether i should spend on another shirt. Gosh. i need jerseys tops. :) Though matthias says its not logical for me to get it. *cries*

Note : i have been relying on loads of peeps again. Gosh. Should stop but always failed. *Grrs*

Ring in your ears :
Memories rooted so deep ;
tears that run dries on thy cheeks ;
Our shoulders uplifted ;
i wonder where did the ties went ;
it hurts to think about it ;
unbearable even when i had to hit rewind and play it.
We promise to be bffs and last to the end.
But was the pact part of the act ?


Gone and forever ; loves loads suie.
p.s: sometimes it just feels weird when you recall the past and how was it like.~*

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" when smiles has hidden meanings "


To start off , i realise now that most of us are in different schools / classes. When we catch up it 'd be , hey! hows school ? / Hows lessons / Hows your new friends/clique ? . ETC.

*think about it* :)


Anyway , happy belated birthday to Andre Teo.

Yesterday was delightful , with the accompany of Matt and Andres' friends we had dinner with him at some steamboat restaurant located at novena ? *-* [ oh my. I love Matthias. ] :)

Note: Aside that i was cranky and super tired yesterday.



Several stoopid things that happen :

- i woke up at seven today
- i forgot michelle wasnt going to school with me today
- i took the cab to school today
- FSP lecturer was actually the meanest lecturer yet i only discover that today.
- i super ate a lot despite i wanted to lose weight today. -.-
- It rained when we are going to the gym today.

If TODAY wasnt bad enough , it was super random and weird.

Plus i discovered two things :
Firstly , my classmates were actually much more smarter then i thought they were.
Secondly , library at NgeeAnn is best place to do your work. :)

Im really missing the days during secondary times. Like , in a blink of an eye , here we are at different places and trying hard to fit in and get use to each and our individual poly / junior college life (s). *-* Guess the fun times are kinda over.

Alright enough of my random-ness. i've got errands to fun too. Good luck people, and all the fun. :)

love loads suie.

P.S : Speech dont change. Human minds and body language does.

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Heard before pro- anorexic groups ?
LOL. :) [ im given like only a few minutes to fill in , im still in school ] :)
recent * clips.
Screw Ups :
- I have been slogging my guts out for many reasons.
- School has been an asshole
- Assignments have been merciless.
- Im cashless.
- I need serious shopping with a limit- less cash card.
- F____y is in the position of a rollar - coaster ride.
- My heart literally did a flip on the _________.
- Im not losing much weight than i expected. :(
- im having trouble doing /dealing /buying /getting Birthday stuffs. :(
- My throat is getting worst and im not doing anything to help.

Miracles :
- My sales increased.
- im able to go home late.
- Shop is having an incredible discount yo.
- i think i got into ________
- Im relieved after the confession. :)
- I think Lifes quite okay.
- everyone actually remember the steps for the GIG.

*Blanked eyes* : 13th may. Its like two days away ?! ?! ?! And i din even realise. -.-
GOSH. I AM BLIND.

Went out for both Saturday / Sunday , one for work and one for shopping.
:) Didnt really get everything i wanted , but i had my yogurt! im super happy! its enough to have a cuppa yogurt a week. And im / will be as happy as a pea.
[ somehow rhymes dont ask me why ] :)

Took pretty much pictures , like the one above. Im EXCITED for the upcoming photography trip. { okay i have to admit , not exactly. } Which reminds me that one of my battery is being an asshole. I charged like a billion times and its still not working. :(
*reminds* : which means moo-ney , cause i have to get a new one. *gahhs*

Randoms:
- I have this sudden urge to join band , the reason? i'm not sure myself. -.-
- I hope my pay comes today.
- I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs now
- I want my Shi Lin chicken.
- I hope audition goes well. * prays for no blank outs*
- I brought a new lil' wallet that apparently fits .
- i want to eat at ' out of the pan ' but i cant afford yo . :(
- TRA LA LA. Im still alive.

" People breathe when they alive and stops at the end of their time. "
Its kind of retarded , but when you read it seem like a quote from somewhere. :)

Alright people , i know you miss me , but i have to go before my mates kill me.
Adios. :)))
Liebe suie. ;)))

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Super super. Frustrated.
Im feeling like a first day freshie who just got punched-in-the-face - stuck - my - head -the-toilet-bowl-pull-out - and -banged -my - head-on-a-cement - wall. Pretty much Screwed up ain't it ?

Lessons have been speeding through and assignments have been piling up. And the deadline was same for all. *double BOOs*

CATS lessons have been interesting , suppose its the peeps there that made it happen. I like my group members. I have the sporty people , smartypants and the perfectionist. :) Jolly well let them tie the loose ends. :))


Been not Catching up with my sleep. Got cooped up with a thousand things. And everything is definitely not going my way. :( I need a support ? but usually i end up coping with it myself. Tend to be dependent / independent at times. How contradicting. *-*


My accounts lecturer is here.
Scooting off ~

Quote :The best thing in life might just bypass you in a second. By then no matter how much you grasp upon it , its still ... GONE.

P.s: Ignorance might be the best thing afterall.

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Hey YO!!! Blogging has been like ancient for a century more.
Gosh! I know my blog has rotted. :(
Oh well , so lets have some fun YO!. :)) Actually i have forgotten most of my days , because i have been like busy ? having a hectic schedule and such. ;(

Okay okay , That aside . Something about my schooling days. :)
Have been sleeping through like a quarter of the class. [ not on purpose. ]
Most of the lessons have been to the extreme informatics. I was actually expecting more of the maths. [ business that is ]
Explored half of the campus and so . Realised campus wasn't that confusing and tiring to walk about , its all about getting use i guess ? :) The peeps has been extremely *** . GOSH. But suie has a big heart , [ actually because everything was vented on XXX ] , omg , huge thanks. :) Been missing quite lotsa dance practice too . [ not practicing at home either. just in the mind ] ;) But i gotta buck up , audition just round the corner. :) [ Wish me luck ] :))


Next! Something about today . Went out with mich / matt /andre. Caught " X-Men , Wolverine " . Pretty okay. :) Body showing - less than what i expected . *-* Gosh , im like a psycho. -.- HAHA. spot my taylor and Jackson. :) freaking hot. :)
Afterwards was Lunch at PON TIAN. :) YUMS! :) Went random shopping afterwards. Pretty much got what i wanted , took a whole lot of time. * sorry guys*. Missed dinner with michelle! Sad :((((((((((((
Oh well, shall date her again. :) :)
Pretty much fated with peeps today , especially eastviewians. Bumped into a couple of them a few times. Talk about coincidences. :) asked about band while matt chatted with some of his Basket ball mates or something ? :))
Took the bus home , thanked matt for sending me and accompanied me to get my dinner. :) Didnt manage to settle my fine though , the library was closed and both of us didnt realise it. [ Today's labour day ] Gosh ! :)


Okay , some random pictures below. :) Im super full now! Gosh! HAHA. :))) okay , enjoy yo!. :) loes suie.

P.S ; Some things are not meant to be given up , and some people are meant to be kept in heart.


For XXX : In the awkward silence your smile is all i need . On the path we walked your hand is all i need. In the darkness your presence was the only thing i need. But in my heart , everything of you is all i need from you. I feel sad because i cant see , cant tell , cant fulfill and understand everything.. It came to a silent ,a stop and awkwardness in the end.And when i look at you my mind goes blank , i wonder what was the common thing we claim on that day. I brood , ponder and wonder about it every day. It told me that i shouldn't let it be , but when i ask myself what should i do , it end with your name and nothing else more.