slept and woke upp. everyday life. hahas.
felt kinda of a relaxed mode don't know why and don't ask why.
hahas. lameo me.
hahas. my sim is BACK...wahahas.
laughs~*
but gotta do a lot of transfering stuffs.
went to band .... not a good news.... found out we had to get to band tml even EARLIER.
but gonna lend my instrument tml.
bringing it back.
HOME.
love it.
went to serveral places. and played the stare;silent;stand game.
hahas.so lame.
Sorry Gal. i didn't mean it.
and.YIPEES. I Got The Photos. To Some Who Knows What I M Talking About.
so angry. the photos....ARGHS>..... yah let us choose..BLEH...
in the end also go rechoose...duh
whats the point man~
haizx....
was being forced to eat to so full upp today. causing me not to toough the snacks... [[biscuits]]
Grr.... and to think actually i was going to stat on my fav. cereal....heh..what's that supposed to mean....
fine i don't have a choice in everything. but you know sometimes when things are decided for us is actually good ya know?
laughs~*

BeenDancingRoundTheAges;TillISeeYou;YourMovesSoCoolThatIhadTuhStopp;
BeforeICantResist;AndStartTheRealMusic....








Hahas. first today is jacjac's and cassan's birthday! Won't forget it. well hahas. Woke upp well today. since i went to bed yesterday damn early?!. Laughs~*. Still have not ask my mum to settle the problem with my handphone and the sim card?!. Well so i have to some sort to suffer the consequences of it.[[ without a handphone, and its been three days]] well i am living quite OKAY with it since i can like lend someone's handphone if its emergency, heh when you guys know this no need to hurry to keep your handphones 'cos i ain't someone to take advantages of people's stuffs alright??. okay.Continue with it. went to band had the usual stuffs, while we headed to TM. Accompanied jacjac to collect her handphone, her handphone's been spoiled twice.Gosh. she's changing defintely.gonna change mine too.MAYBE. hopefully. while me and carmen later got to the cinema to watch 'material girls' hahas. love the show. Carmen got caught bringing outside food in.Laughs~*. but later we manage to lie our way in. Was actually enjoying the show but some irritating freakos...Arghs.... they are a nuisance. ohmygosh. can't they just keep thier mouth shut for once .ohmygosh.''''OOH...EEK....ARHSS.....*MUNCHS*''''.... some more and i will give you a punch. gosh damn it~. carmen almost shouted at them for goodness sake. but did actually enjoy the whole show. loveit. oh yah. did i mention i went to watch 'The Convenant' with diana? yupps i didn't did a post on that. Okay did enjoy that show with diana too. she can be a good company too.Hahas. Only went out with her a couple of times. Didn't get quite along with her in the past maybe because of different classes?? laughs~*. But its great knowing her too. And we 'did' something mischivious there.Oopps. hahas.
::Shhs....::

I feel the sudden Urge and Desire for studying and working.
hahas.
ILOVETHEDAYS.MEMORIESTOOBEKEPTFOREVER.ILOVE~M`[U]`T`[E]~.Crazyness.

LoV3 5013

I’ll just have to wait till I’m seventy-five
To tell you my story, what keeps me alive
For every time I try and tell it, I run out of words
And every time I try to show it, my vision gets blurred

For it’s hard to tell a story that doesn’t have an end
Though when I’m seventy-five I’ll have years to dedicate to my pen
I may not have an ending, but I’ll have a long enough story to tell
From the day I was born, to the day I first fell

I’ll write down all our secrets, expose us to the bone
When we’re seventy-five, and I’m an old crone
When we sit back and stare at the world we once knew
How strange will it be, if our sky is not blue?

If all I have are these memories I write
The music in my head that keeps me up all night
When I’m seventy-five, will I still remember this
Everyone I’ve loved, every 1st kiss?

I’m only 14 now, soon to turn 15
60 Years to seventy-five, 60 years to dream
And when I’m seventy-five, will I still celebrate the 1st 9th of the year?
Or will I ignore it, out of an aging fear?

When your seventy-five, will you still remember me?
The girl you never got, the girl who’s heart was free?
When your seventy-five, will these words still ring a bell?
A lost piece of the puzzle, part of heaven and hell

When I’m seventy-five and look back on my life
Look back on the changes, look at all the strife
Will I wear a smile, or will I wear a frown
In the last years of my life, will you still be around?

I’ll just have to wait till I’m seventy-five
To tell you my story, what keeps me alive
For every time I try and tell it, I run out of words
And every time I try to show it, my vision gets blurred


Dedicated to YOU.
I STILL LOVE YOU.
AM stillcrying;AM stillwaiting;AM stillLoving.
May be temperate;but AM stillMe.

hehes.Today woke upp late.'cos yesterday had to accompany my lil's sis to somewhere at midnight somemore?! okay neverminds.Then Dragged myself home. lols. Yepps. Missed work. My mum didn't wake me upp.GrrrrrS.. but i was itching for a go-out. don't know what hit me, didn't feel like having anything today but my maid sort of shoved milk to me..... okay took gulps of it and off i go. went out alone and with entirely no connection.......My handphone.....ZzzzzzzZ'''
some peeps should know.Smsing and so-on.hahas. bought my mag with me.. the lastest cleo. okay. Bought it a bit late. Entered the Mrt train, while a stoopid person step on my FOOT?! okay but i was not that particular on that. Was then scanning through my mag at one corner, while almost reaching my destination something terrible struck me?! and i was damn serious bout that, won't mention it here anyways. Told some peeps 'bout it.They should known.Should not let some PEEPS know too[[ didn't cared much]].okay. Then headed to buy corochan.OKAY seriously i love it.Hahas. then went straight to find my mother, went to her office but she was'nt there.Lend a phone, called her upp, she wasn't exactly free, told her everything she doesn't care either. i was like you don't care then why should i care bout myself?! i know i have a sucky attitude 'bout this kinda thing... But i absolutely hated it. Then headed to bugis-street to shop some stuffs.Noticed that some shops have been renovated. went in to check it out. went some Ahem creep up on me. and started."eh miss" i was like return that Ahem the startled look.
and that Ahem continued...'' eh miss care to be a friend? '' i was like ?!?!?! i shook my head and hurried faster and went deeper into the shop i was in. lol. I didn't know what exactly i am doing either?! but who cares?. Hehs. Then got myself some things, suddenly craved for some milk tea....hahahs honeydew milk tea! yeahs! but then some freako pushed me, hit me, and step on my foot .....=.=''' okay. It was so not my day today. And?! upon reaching the traffic light to parco..... i was stepped on my foot ONCE again...=.= =.=! crossed the road... Was actually gonna get my drink there but was like it was the few stoopid new girls doing the job again?! okay i wont dare to touch the drinks they make?! so headed to the Mrt train.... was actuallly planing to go to china town but didn't feel like going. Was actually gonna to top upp my card, 'cos i saw it only left 40 cents. but when i insert my card =.=''' the amount left.....$5.........`~` OKAY I AM TOTALLY SPEECHLESS. while i guess nothing can be worst then that right??! Well i was completely WRONG! on the way back, upon to the stop i don't know what..... i met the most typical SINGAPOREANNS.......... its was like the whole family was ushing out when the Mrt train's door was closing?! okay what's worst the Old damn ***** was pushing her stoopid pram... which like banged to most people as the train was filled with lots of people. But she just got her way through entirely like this?! whats more her pram hitted my ankle... sh!t her.then she was like giving me the attitude... ''E x c u s e M e ! ! '' Damn it. Then i gave her back the look to her family. hehs. Who won't get completely pissed off when all this stoopid things struck. then was like not only me get pissed off by that family, some commuters mumbled bout it too...[[heard it]]. Then upon reaching simei, i went to bought my drink okay i was so damn thristy, laughs~*.
Okay. then went home and saw some peeps at my hse.'''=.=. while pening a pack of marshmallows...LoVe thems. hahas. ate a few before some calls coming in. prob b'cos of my handphone probs. some called for pictures ZzzzZ. nevermind. Then was like jasmine wanted to open another chalet?!! i was like ???confused??? as they say this was for another last gathering?? laughs??? and i thought the last one was? and they say we have to fork out some money .... obviously.... but no BBQ?!~ okay then go there do what?? few people who know bout this asked this question too. okay. Completely lame. put this off. Oh ya .. hahas bought Rain's fourth album... didn't expect to get it that quick..hahas.

Just to clarify some things;
i'm am not acting stap or whatever;
and i don't care what ever thing you think of me that you are unsure of.


I am completely splited.crashed and jumbled to pieces.Am still waiting to be pieced upp.
Will my white horse prince come and be my light??

jacjac-21st nov
casandra-21st nov
romey- 1st dec
weixin- 2nd dec
martin- 6th dec
amos- 21st dec
old friend- 22nd dec
chee hao- 27th dec


sorry if i never added some. STMS


I didn't know i wasn't so cared by you. i was waiting for you to prove to me.you proved to me that i was wrong.but you aren't right either.i really AM waiting and i shall not wait further if this continues.some words ae not meant saying.but doing.

Waah hahas......
Finally i was able to release the desire for blogging. Damn it. laugh~*, but so sadd, couldn't remember what i was going to post for that few days?!~ i was like okay if i expect this day to come so fast i would have go save more post as drafts okay?!~ Grrrrrs.
okay. so i would able to write/type out i was having this few days??
shall start with today and Yesterdays first. these two mornings i have band. same.... but today's was cancel its like okay yo all can have the band practice to be continued if you all willing and choose to practice under the rain at the field. we was like don't be lame, who's instrument is waterproof and who wants to be drenched?? but i would like to get sick. Am crazy. ain't i?.
and our major is like okay my instument is waterproof, while all of us gave the LOOK.
then he gave upp when teacher came. he said he did let us off if we do 5mins of very nice drills[perfect ones.]. okay since it was in SAC. AIRCON.TWEETS. yipees.
its like awhile of the 5Mins. our major was like, haix why can't you all do drills like this everytime??[[ heh whats motivating us??]]. then jacjac came. all of us was like okay grining.
'cos all of us know she rushed here denched only to attend band for only ZZzzzzZZ three mins.
=.='''. okay. good for her. then after the very short band practice, which we have to pay back some other times......, we went to chit-chat, then went to TM to get some STUFFS.
good. then all of them went to my house its like Yesterday they have aready went to my house??
okay nevermind.
yesterday was cha0s on the dump...
today was on the noise pollution. kay. i know i went a bit overboard saying this?~! lols
~{``good. also i didn't know this whole can be so complicated. and having peeps to be that bitchy.
Yucks. okay first times. enough of everything ****.! okay i won't tolerate any nonsense.
don't say i've change. it was you/they/them. who made me change. i have to adapt to what environment i have been given. you can't always ask for the perfect?? like nothing is perfect. and no one can work to perfect. 'cos as i say nothing is perfect.
What i say, what i mean.
i gave you hints, you don't take it its your loss.
you came looking for me, but won't listen to any damn thing i say, what you want?.
okay.''}~
okay been knowing so many things. but defintely won't post.
but to all the people who have been misunderstood me.
'' i don't care whatever rumours or gossips you have been hearing bout me, whether i was a bitch an act-cuter, or whatever sh!t.... just if you don't know if its true, please don't judge/baise/say/gossip me 'bout all the untruths and unsure. even you think you know, please stopp thinking you know me/it."


I have long-forgotten my other side 'till you awaken it......

sparks flew.memories flew.just before my eyes they stopped.'cos they were there for you.

okay i am just so fed upp by some stoopid things, i shall say i am not in the mood to handle all this??! fine. i give upps.... i dun care, i dun give a damn. that's free if you want it so desperately. HEY! ***************. i sun care what dirty tricks *** *** use but, i know one day *** *** will regret it . For what goes around comes around. lols. i am a lameo but not wicked.
anyway let's skip all this today was band AGAIN!! gonna start work tomorrow.
was actually supposed to start at 11?! but we went at nine thanks to someone.
and i dragged qiuyuns. almost forgot to call her. kays. nevermind. i was like i slept only for 4 1/2 HR!? lols
it was worst for yunns. poor thingy. while both martin and ivan went for their interview at 10.45. almost late when they reach there they waited bout one hr before they got interviewed=.=?! okays, this is super lame. they were supposed to go there at 11.45? =.=''' goody! they rushed there for nothing. lols. and in the end, the person said '' fourteen?! no too young!... bye.''
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GOOD for them. like the stoopid person who call them never clean her eyes.
then they put age for? lame!
lols went to slack around my hse playground and eastpoint. lols
going there like almost everyday, heh the playground i go there every day [need to get past there to go busstop]] hahas. okay. ooh yah then both martin and mine shoe got stuck on the tree i mean REAL trees and BOTH pairs OKAYS!!
actually only one was stuck there but in the process of getting one down, three more got stuck there. lols. then we have to use ivan's shoe which did not got stuck and got the rest shoes down. peace.then slack there before mich called and we discussed bout the chalet thingy. IDIOT. nevermind i decide not to care?! arghs. its like getting on my nerves. i will have to close one eye open one eye.
gotta stopp heres.
byesbyes.
suie.

EVERYONE LEARNT HOW TO FORGIVE AND FORGET. BUT EVERYONE DID NOT GET TO DO IT. 'COS THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEBODY OF THE EVERYBODY WHO DON'T CARE AND 'COS EVERYBODY TO NOT TO FORGIVE AND FORGET THE THINGS SOMEBODY DO.

Today, was waken upp by the same stoopid and irritating noise made by my famous......************. i got nothing to say, they seems to be able to quarrel all day and recoil the next minute.***. i really got nothing, absolute nothing to say. then i had a full breakfast today *surprised*~ , while watching some lame shows on the television before meeting upp with yunns, ivan they all. went to eastpoint, seems the only place i can go without asking my parents??. okay never mind. then went to play com/lan/dota straight the whole evening. from six to nine. laughs~*. can you believe it?! i am so suddenly into dota. lols
don't know what got to me anyway. gonna' rush back home afterwards, past the time limit but still i got myself my fav. iceblend before reaching the playground below my house, so slacked there awhile before going home, took pressies from yunns, really love her okays?! she's a good person by nature. THREE more days 'till we get our results for the classes. really getting nervous.
anyways gonna get some sleep ler, tml got bands. yeahs. lols.

A PROMISE MADE IS A PROMISE DONE. WORDS ARE AS HARD AS GOLD.

Suie~``

hahas got to blog once again.....
Laughs~*
today was woke upp by some irritating voices then a phone call came.....
was actually going somewhere to cycle, but in the end it was canceled. then i stayed at home for like one - two hours and i really cannot stand it anymore i am bored, real bored, bored to death to the core. i called some ppl to ask them out but mostly was not free or did not pick upp their phones.... so end upp to the last resort, i went out ALONE..................ARGHS~!! okay but i was really despo to go out, like i don't want to stay at home [[ alone too]] To me it was better staying outside at least i did walk around, went to bugis, bought a corochan [[LOVE IT]] hahas, ate it then went walking in bugis parco, upp then down, bought a few earrings and stuffs. Then soon headed towards to bugis street, [[while smsin' some ppl]], some the street sweep a pair of shoes down the rack hahas a bit tight but the person say don't buy a big size, anything but i just bought it. then headed to Bencoolen, went there to enjoy aircon, tour the place three times round before stepping out, then a nice person offered to accopany me at bugis as i was alone, and insisted on it, okay but what matters is the thoughts that counts. Well okay anything. headed to OG later on went there to see stuffs e.g billabong. then i meet upp the nice person in the toy section, slack around at the children's clothes/shoes section and babies clothes/shoes section.
then went to walk the whole street of the cross section[[ si ma lu]]. then headed back to bugis street then parco then out of parco then actually going to some where to shop, but eventually headed back simei, then slacked around my house area before saying bye to the nice person................ went back home then took a bath ate pocky, strawberry de=x. then drank two bottles of water... hahas.
then is now sitting infront of my com blogging and the contents was................
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hahas lameXX...........

Didn't know what was it 'till i turned back , and it was you who gave me the courage to do so.

Romey and Yunns~
Ivan's back after fightin' with lch
romey's butt...hahas lols
Me~ hahas took by yunns
Ivan and qiu yun....... so obvious??
Rome and yunns
Me and yunns lols out hair
we are together....hahas
LCH AND ROMES