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Thursday, May 31, 2007

@ 8:32 AM

Woke up several times, not just today but the past three days.... cannot even get some sleep.{peace} =.= Went to woke early in the morning, was kinda bored when you first went there and know nothing and can do nothing.. but then things started to get better as i get the hang of it. =) hmmm.... lunch actually was planning to wait for crystal to sent me but by the time she gonna get there my tummy was like grumbling like ~ *-* guess i should slap myself, i mean i cannot even skip a meal. i'm like even having the desire to go open the fridge now. Gahhs~~ stoopid suie.
constantly reminding myself. Goshes. hmms... since like lunch was provided - why not - =.=
bin' standing the whole day and met some really weird customers. dotz dotz
Reached home 'bout ten plus?! hmms... hit the showers shortly after that. Sh!t like craving to eat?! * constantly reminding* !!!!! Grrrs* neverminds. hmms.... so tired maybe gonna get some rest soon after this post! arrs~ hmms... nightX people!!! happie browsing!!
yipees~

sweets suie <3
Demonic hearts.
Lemon.lime.sugar.

Labels: Pucas

Sunday, May 27, 2007

@ 7:11 AM

Went to work today with winnie. =) Well. It wasn't so badd after all. And was quite easy, and was quite pleased with my results. {wait till you see later of the post}
Hmms.... Ate damn lot today, and my recent addiction {mango smoothie} gosh!! i had it almost everyday?! and i had two upsized cup today!!!.... >.< laughs~* must stopp!!!
Don't know why but wear 'till so punk rock today, lols. Din actually notice it untill someone make a comment then realized think i din look carefully at what i wear?! hmms... maybe because rushing to work ?!
Hmms... went to bugis afterwards to get some stuffs while meeting crystal. Then xinns work was cancelled half-way so she came with us too. Something cropped upp well?! neverminds. Bought and got what i want and ta dada~ me and xinns got something from topshop!! gosh!! Both of us are like bleeding now. I need work desperately. Money to repay my losses. =( sobbx~ hmms... i haven even got my pay ...... =.=
Tomorrow's gonna be a homework day for me? hmms.... gonna do my homework and then it will be oral and the worst thing is... i don't even know the timing for my both language orals? laughs~* =.= hmms....
dont know why i am so in the ~~~~~~~~~~~ MOOD. hmms... maybe i am jst sick and tired? or its so.....
that i have gotten used of it. a cycle. so might as well. hmms... {i'm not in a depressed/sad/angry kinda mood}
hmms... just so.... i'm a simple gal. =)

open my arms and i call out to you.
my sweet sweet lemon.
and white ribbon shoes.
LOVES~SUIE <3

Labels: TOUCH/TURN/PLACES

Thursday, May 24, 2007

@ 9:34 AM

Today was actually planning not to come for school but there was band...so..hmms....
Like what i expected, i slept throughout lessons.
So i don't think i know what's going on today in class.
Was then woke upp by the reading of positions and well, i got detention.
Heck, i was not even late recently. hmms... but oh well it did some help of getting me kinda
well awake. laughs~* hmms... then was band, me, hamtaro, lch, ivan , cher, Axel and siewin rushed to interchange to have our lunch, muahahs and we are like {...} kekex. rights.
Band was like playing, going through Essential elements, then was the marches, hmm....
Practice ended early and the leaders met for formation planning. oh well, guess it wasn't that smooth-sailing. But at least everyone's on it. =) cool~
Since it was that late everyone went home kinda like straight after that. I was supposed to meet crystal at eastpoint, at that point of time i thought everything was gonna be alright, and who knows. hmms~ well don't wish to dwell on that matter.
Bought my marshmallows! i'm so happy.
Had my supper from my daddy and momi!!=)
Was something 'decent' finally. oh well. =) {am craving for something}
Gss is like today?! cool hopes hopes i can go later laughs~*
=)
::I hope i fulfilled your wishes;
Gave you what you wanted;
Whether from the start are you just faking it;
Or it was supposed to be a lie;
I don't care;
I don't mind;
Cos' this is what i wanted;
And i wouldn't care much;
Since all i did was what i bought to myself;
Then might as well i stop this agony and trouble i gave;
To let you live your life once and again;
happy as before;
blissful as you deem;
Just to let you know;
I may seem;
But yet differ;
P.s i'm here but yet ALONE~

Sweets suie , caramel and vanilla, two of the same, but why not together, the best of combination.

Labels: my Shakes and frapps/ vanilla and caramel

Monday, May 21, 2007

@ 7:08 AM

Today was so damn tired~ Went to school and realized something during lessons.
{ i wasn't the only one who was feeling that way} laughs~* =)
The class was like totally in the zombie mode. Ms Tan let us check our overall the first thing in class and i need to see the principal?! lols. Just because i failed my English ....=.= {i passed everything else}
Never mind. Then was like sleeping through every lessons except for maths and physics.
Then there was like band meeting afterwards.... was deciding which formation and where to do it... delayed a lot of time.... then decided to work it out at 201 Mac hmms.... ate damn lot and lot. {cher cher!!!} hahas =p
Then was serious planing and stuffs, damn the CC so many ickies. hahas !
Then it was unbearable so we all went back to Mac hmms... some leaders left early 'cos they can't stay too late. soon 12 become six then soon left the five of us, {all girls} lols. ^-* stayed and snacked too. Completed the steps like 'bout eight plus, well great jobs guys {to everyone} !! =) Don't be discourage, if you think you guys din help much, relax there's even much more to do now you all can start helping and putting more efforts now. We did appreciate it. =) Anyway. Also don't give up i have faith in you guys.
Hahas. okays gotta go rush my work for chinese. Grrs* well toodles~
Sweets~* suie <3

Been Edited: Just let me die. Leave me, Hate me, Whatever you want.

Labels: Katcha/smuacks

Sunday, May 20, 2007

@ 7:23 AM

Today meet up with hamtaro and siewmin again. Laughs~* =)
We went on a mission and failed. =( hmms.... But oh well. {that irritating guard shucks}!
hmms... Was like trapped in so much stuffs? lols. but well manage to get it done.
Walked around eastpoint {suggested by siew min} hahas. We are so tempted ^-* hahas.
Hamtaro was the one not tempted, 'cos she was in for a big treat like erhs later at sakae?!
Then went to get my craves, my apple lattice. muahahas. And siewmin got her meal too.
Got home after hamtaro had to go, and i walked siewmin to the mrt since its on the way too.
Thought i wont be tempted, and once again i succumb to the so-called-lovely temptations.
*-* Oh well, hmms... Continued with my work while my lil' sis and crystal was lying around doing their stuffs. Then something sort of happen. Was then left alone with my daddy.... hmms...
Then went on with my school work. {remember what siew min said}
*craves for sweets* Sure to get diabetes some day. some how. =( kekex.
hmms... Feeling all so sticky suddenly. hmms... just so so.... so....... =)
Hopes i can catch all the movies i wanted to watch. muahahas.
loves loves and loves. Elps yepps and hope to take a look at kate moss's line of designs. {although menns commented that it was oh-so-bored} hmms.. we shall see. =)

I want a new tele! muahahas =)
Sweets~* suie eius suie

Labels: fall in the category of apple/lemon/and sugar

Saturday, May 19, 2007

catcha!! @ 7:17 AM

Couldn't sleep the whole night. So 'woke upp ' damn early in the morning.
After tuition was going to meet the band leaders for discussion of POP. Well but some leaders couldn't make it.
yeahs, so we have to make do with. Some problems pop out for the planing of day and time but we got that done, meet them at simei , going to do over at hamtaro's house. All of as stop at ntuc and bought whole lots of snacks and stuffs. spent 'bout thirty? laughs!~* think it was too much.
then spent awhile before we settled down. soon we begin to discuss.
the leaders there included - the two DMs , BM, jacjac, ivan tan, the two secretary, fangyi plus the three QMs.
lols. Soon some scotted to watch tv, slacked, and played. While the rest of us continued our work of our formation. Was going quite well exception of having to re-explain the formation parts to those who keep on playing then joining. *better **** some ******** peeps* rights. hmms....
anyway, was deciding on something and hope it works out perfectly, hopes jerome can help with it.
hahas. well just hope this all well be a success. Then slacked over at Hamtaro's house after the completed discussion then left the gals only and we saw something of common interest and mindful of...
the weighing machine...*-* rights. we all took our weight but promised not to leak out yeahs?
hahas. After that we went to have dinner at eastpoint. was kfc then ice-creams. muahahs.
so fattening. lols. and siewmin was like keep one pushing more stuff for me to gobble it up. hey hey!
hmms... yeahs. think with them was quite fun by the way, *was smsing someone throughout this whole thing*
Was not glad 'bout it. well.. skip that and straight home for me after they split. And the same cycle repeats. Gone straight to the comp i think. Well maybe awhile before going online, was like 'meeting' siew min there... hmms..
wells.... msning.... dont wish to dwell on it.
I'm a tough girl and i know it.
But i just realized i dont know how i could stand it.
i looked back and think upon it.
And realized it wasn't just a simple thing.
To them it may be.
But to me, certainly not.
i seldom think that what i wish will come true.
But i hope it certainly do.

Tears to me are nothing, just like the rain that falls upon my skin.
Vanilla loved. To me. And me. <3 suie.

Labels: Catcha/Shots/Burdens

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

@ 4:52 AM

Thought i was gonna be late for school again like always { when i slept late at night} hmms..
But din manage to this morning. Was just a few steps out my doorsteps and she came to me.
I was glad i was there, But i regretted not being able to help much. {manage to helped her lift up her moods a bit through foodstuffs} =)
This is so damn worrying. please cheer up my girl?! i hope you will tell me everything, what are you thinking, what you are going through. i hope i am able to help you fully. =)
hmms... Was chomping down sweets for the whole day, think i will get diabetes some day. laughs~* *hopes not*
*-* laughs~* ^-^ Today was as per normal, another day of reviewing papers. fail like crazy. Dont seem to see a paper that meets my expectation. damn saddening. I thought the worst i could get was just a mere pass, who knows i am that bad?!, to fail almost all my subjects?! Grrs* What the heck!!
I can only pin all my hopes on my emaths now, which i got 41/60. which din reach my expectation as well. But was the best among all. Band was on again, Rushed to get stuffs, running here and there, was actually enjoying it. hmms... was able to teach my J.Rs was not easy, but was happy able to do so. {finally M.r Goh is getting some new euphonium} Muahahas!! yepps =) overjoyed!!
Band ended quite early today, {was craving} laughs~*
Walked to northpark with thems* =) Chit-Chat for quite a while at the same old place, thought back 'bout lotsa things {yunns*} =] Went home that early. {wonders} Ran to the showers straight, i'm preparing.
huhs. {shhs} i am going to do something here, and i'm not letting anyone to know about it. =) guess what. you won't know.
Signing offs~*
Love suie =)

Labels: Mystic/murmurs

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

@ 5:34 AM

Was almost late for school, almost missed the bus. Ran to the bus stop with unkempt hair.
Actually forgot to bring the stuffs i wanna bring. Gosh how forgetful i can be. *-*
It actually rained while ging to school. Cool what a great day for me.
Today, papers will be given back to us. reviewing of papers.
I actually failed like three subjects? guess what i slapped myself for that?! lols.
hmms.... guess i slacked too much. simply too much.
Gonna lock myself in the roomie/house for as long as i could to finish revising everything. I guess that's the best method i know.
hais. totally so not in the mood.
Band was next. Was actually quite happie with it. Well guess that's the only thing that won't actually spoil my mood? =)
hmms.... Who knows. it was that unlucky for me agains. sorry siewmin , must be my unlucky streak that bought the trouble. hmms... guess its just me again.
Back home and something happen again. again and again. Can I say, i think i must have gotten used to all this??
maybe? Later gonna get the gravest news? hehs. who knows. maybe mich&hamtaro may be just so right on!.
since i'm such a unlucky person. maybe i lived through because i tend to be optimistic 'bout it? laughs~~*
Its so so so true. Well gotta go off .... hopes and hopes.
muahahas.
suie - planet of 'd other world.

Labels: Differs/ another world

Monday, May 14, 2007

@ 5:00 AM

Was meeting mich today so had to drag myself out of bed.
Today's ANDRE's birthday and we never forget. =)
Happie birthday! and happy wishes!! =)
Went to bugis with mich. {Actually we din plan out well what we are gonna do for the day}
So lets just say we just went on whatever that comes on our mind??
Headed to orchard! Mich got her bracelet and i got what i wanted, kekex =)
{Realized both me and mich succumb to the temptation of food and books}
WE JUST CAN'T STOP!! =)
hahas. And at that point of moment we realized we need xinns badly. muahahas.
{We are so grateful that we still have schooling tomorrow}
P.S although we hated it! =)
Next mich went off to find her mum {she left her card with me} =.=
Went home while on the phone with someone. {There's no need for doubts here}
Advice: Always think before you do.
>This method works for one thing doesn't means that
every other thing that happens can be solved using that method.
>Not everything ends in a negative way.
>The amount of effort you put in does not equals to the amount of reward you get back. =)

Stopping here. i have bigger things to do tonight. wait and unveil. *muacks*
=) Arts - suie {tarots}

Labels: Mystic/ The art of persuasion

Sunday, May 13, 2007

@ 7:19 AM

Chan suie <3

Maybe it was the wounds that inflicted the pain;
Maybe its the purplish past that bothers my way;
Maybe its the secrets i locked away;
In the diary that was not meant to be safe;
Maybe its just me and myself , being weird and everything else;
Not expressive enough, being introverted and DUMB;
Oh well guess this all is the past;
Where my future has NEVER yet to come;
May the light shine upon me;
And bring my KNIGHT to me;
Who will brave through the dangers with me;
And forever be with me;
This is the FANTASY i wanna see;
The CRAZIEST life i wanna live;
The only guy i wanna be with;
And i hope there is this one GUY who will give;
And presents his love whole-heartedly;
That will be the way he is;
Like the way i love him for it;
Fearless of my love;
Pillars of my world;
Deep in his heart i will appear;
Nevertheless, i still fear;
For the FUTURE that never appears;
And to the past that bought me tears;
But i will be here;
For my quest is still uncleared;
And for the things i will achieve;
To the love ones i yet to give;
My one and only special gift.

P.S 'till now i'm still being vanilla loved!

Labels: Enjoyment/Excitement/The taste of my love.

Friday, May 04, 2007

@ 5:54 AM

Hmms~ can't believe how unlucky i can get for the exams. This time was the worst of worst; but somehow it just got out of my mind. Wondering why nothing gets into my head , i seem like an idiot with nothing going on my mind. seems idiotic ehhs. *Sighs* Tags of how i did ; english - i din write down the question no. for composition and functional/situation writing. Mother Tongue- Same thing happen for composition and letter writing plus no planing.
and for paper some of my answers are left on the question paper and i din transfer to answer sheet. plus i din complete the paper. Social Studies - all i did was the essay question { not enough time}
For today: Emaths - `mental block` it seems that all the answers just pop out after i hand the paper to teacher.
Pure Physics - great same thing again answer on question sheet plus my section C was blank. Woots~* i am wondering how i am going to get my 'A's for all this subs.
hmms... i put in so much effort and this is what i get.
Naturally, i got a scolding from my mommy, hais. Had an appointment on Sunday { Shhs} =.=
Was almost late today, with my blouse, skirt, books, everything out of place. {disastrous} rushed to the bus stop was just nice. So actually din wait long for the bus as usual. {It rained} =.= while walking to school, matt commented my look today {fishmonger} i really looked bad today. Gave up studying during the break and was continuously munching on the sweets. { Stressed} Was really having a bad time during the examinations {gastric pains} What the heck! Went to adjust 'bit after school , then met up with jacjac. Something happen at the gate, {really hope you are alright my dearx}met with lch, vannz and romey . Romey was angry at both me and jacjac.
Hmms *begs for his forgiveness* he seldom give attitude and this time its for real. *Goshs*
And upp me and jacjac went to ep for lunch. Spent 'bout one hour deciding what to eat, how indecisive and fussy we can get! =) hahas.Went around ep and talked 'bout random topics. {you dont have to wonder what we are talking about} =) Jacjac! finally! =) yeahs. {i found a fact 'bout vk} lols. hahas. hmms.... thinks gonna work even harder for the upcoming subs exams? But what's the point if this few things keep happening. hmms...
seems like impossible. But there's a will there's a way! =)
Alrights gonna stop here. Shall update when there's a need.=)
I will never forget; how much U and I give.
Lovin' you always.
Love suie <3>

Labels: 'exams'