ooh~ Today was a day that go so.. erms.. i dont know.. just simply. ---- blanked.
anyway.. today was kinda rush of everything. rushed to the lab for physics.. then some random stuffs for English and letters for chinese. =) that's all. Today momi was sweet to send lunch over and ate with her and mich and it is damn weird to eat with your momi and you friend... erhs... *-* mich say it was alright but i just felt weird anyway. =) band was next kinda like disasters... but the thing here i learnt. that... are they just that way. or is it because what we did that made it ended that way. think before you do. listen to their voices and not just reputing. =) well.. that's probably all.
oh. and one thing. i just love Vanilla love. =)
peace.stakeout.blahs.chats.whatever.love.=)

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Wootss~ thinking that i must be elated from going out with my momi? you are so so god-damn wrong. went out happily with my momi.. but end up quarreling with her and i cried. okay so i am a cry-baby.. big deal carmen. oh well, then i headed around to collect sylvia's pressie her birthday is coming by the way. and well.. got my way to eat at swensons.. my momi's the one paying so i dont mind. then shopped around alone.. was actually expect to find anything that is gonna interest me and get me buying.. well of course...
Something super cool.. and rewarding was milo-dinosaur from toastbox.. okay so what milo is fattening as said by others..
but.. hmms.. it was suppose to be a healthy drink.. okay whatever..
got another one at long john.. the only one sold at eastpoint currently.. and saw weixin adn her momo at the mrt station.. cool..
din chat much and went off.. was kinda tired when i got home and my guardian din make it better for me either..*grrs*.. anything..
( oh did i mention i got dry ice from swenson when i take away their ice-cream) it was damn cool i decide to play with it actually and take pictures but it went in the bin anyway =)... thinking back about the good pictures i missed. whatever. *-* okays. cut well.. tomorrow is going to be a scool day again. yet i am not expecting it as i would do as usual. kinda getting bored of studying and well.. things aren't going well with me and my own determination to study... i guess its just not so fated for me this year after all.. i just.. hope.. LIEBE #suie!

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Tips: Dont go shopping when your sister is around? kiddings...
hmms.. Got some of my new year clothes.. not really what i actually planned to get but its somehow similar to what my lil'sister got but just different colour so is it somewhat similar? or? laughs~* okay cut the craps. yesterday was CiP so naturally tuition was held back t0 a later timing which at the later part got me kinda pissed off... anyway.. plastics went to *somewhere* again. okay hid the place so it wont become a random place of others again. then we went to get something to eat. Got Milo dinosaur , (michelle accompany me) hahas. love her.
then we shopped around ( seriously when its gonna be a day where shopping doesnt stop girls) hahas. okay then headed back to school which was obviously we are late =.=... lols. weixin and carmen had to rush for tuition so its just me and michelle then we headed to tampinies mall slacked.. then she accompanied me to 201.. for tuitions.. we got lunch.. together.. and we were like so troublesome.. and if i were the person who sold us the noodles i think i would have freaked and shrieked.. but who cares.. hahas. then at tuition waited for the two elder freaks to come damn fugly can?! urghs.. and only babobei cared if i broke ties with him. okay, whatever. hmms.. then after that got to mac to pack food. and then with baobei's accompany ( his help to chase the bus and prevent my food from being spoiled) , and i boarded the bus. hmms... kinda bac as it was kinda rush and i din manage to really say a good , bye to him and then i supposed he went off to find his parents.. and did i mention IVAN PANG SEH ME~! okay cool now did i mention.. hahas. okays got home and ate.. while i lied there reading mycurrent book.. the palace of laughters... kinda mystical.. lols.
say i'm childish.. whatever. then fell asleep.. woke up and went to eat again.. and then it repeated with my dad screaming * stop sleeping and wake up if not you wont get any sleep in the night* -i wonder- and i look at the clock.. okay it was like ten? but i still continue to sleep and tada just woke up .. so bored now and maybe going out later... thought i told michelle i am going to start my hardwork like today.. but yet agian NO~ and she would normally say.. * its okay , cause i'm also like that* lols.~ i think most of us were too.. okays so now guys i got to run..~ see you peeps next time and oh ya.. pictures/videos below. byes.

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woots~* so yepps.. skipped part of the workshop so i could go **with my momi. anyway. it wasn't pleasant by then. just saw shihui again. and she.. somehow still haven quite grown up yet. with her attitude and stuffs. i think the whole scholl will soon know by then. i need not mention much now. =) well, okay.. cut straight to the point and that's all.. they say today if your parents did not go for the closing ceremony... we would regret but.. my parents.. wont be able to make it.. oh well.. today workshop was just simple briefing and stuffs.. think its because it was the last day and so.. then a Trainer tested us. And who knew.. that in the end he was just.. trying to so called teach us something and prove somepoint.. Those who got so nervous but did not got tested in the end was like so..~ i wasnt one of them i can tell.. you... but seriously..me i thought it was like i gonna get shouted and told to get out but in the end....NO... *-* so it was kinda like ...=.= oh well.. someone tagged said that their stories are fake? * serious*??
oh well.. but they are trying to get us motivated by the way and for your information i did question about their stories as well.. but of cause not to them but to DAVID.. the Canadian one. lols... he look so cute doing the raindeer and chiwawa.. hahas.. lmao. hope later i could get some good stuffs nor. if not today is really damn wasted. hmms.. took up lessons again.. again.. by family circumstances. oh well.. good enrichment nor so..its alright with me its just that i gonna be a bit packed around my time. like what danny say..SUCK them DRY! lolas.. i wonder how me , ivan and baobei gonna SUCK mrFRANK dry~? hahas..
kiddings~ hmms.. alrights now waiting for my momi/cousin. so yeah shall continue maybe in the night or i might be rushing my homework. cause i haven done chinese and its like so damn due by then. hmms.. work hard...
LIEBE #suie!.
kisses that are invisible ; and hugs that are so deadly.

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So yepps.. din get the chance to blog , well.. because i was damn tired and stuffs.. hahas. hmms.. was through adam khoo workshop as you guys should know. hmms.. was actually waiting to expect something out of it. [ according to my seniors, its gonna be good and shouldnt be missed] hmms..
well... it was quite enjoyable.. i mean we are like laughing throughout the coaches was damn hilarious.. and one [danny] was damn...ARGHS~* you just feel like punching him but overall he was good. and from what i know all of them had a damn sad and bad story. And i think whatever they said made quite a sense too.. like not giving up and stuffs. very very... i did say motivating and they did not keep mention studies and so.. more on life. so overall like i said.. din bore us anyway. breaks was as usual and like often. hmms.. Today was kinda cool.. boring bit at first .... but was enjoyable next.. FAV - coach was Amin. Damn cool.. some things he did made him cute although he wasnt that good-looking anyway. Heard some things from michelle.. and wonders but.. actually... he could come talk to me straight though some things its gonna be hard and advisably not to say. =) hahas.
Today went school with weixin and both of us was like so into the b0ok thingy.. lols... and i thought i beat her to it.. realized its the same anyway.
Workshop today was the so-called we've been waiting to experience the CRYING part.. the thing is we were expecting so much it doesnt seem to appear to affect much on me and mich. i'm not sure 'bout the two other plastics but not me and michelle.=) say us heartless *whatever* *-*
and then we wrote much about our parents.. at first i thought i had nothing to write about them [ good points. the ones i will miss about them ]
well, then i realized i got more things to write for my dadi then momi.. weird.. when they say that kids are suppose to be closer to their momi...
that was what i thought so too... as my dadi wasnt really good ... well...
that proved me wrong in anyway. or either. =) glad that i was awaken once more to forgive.. and i realized some friends / dears of mine that have been so good to me.. that i kinda took it for granted. *kinda regret* and i can feel the guilt,... sorry guys. really... =) i hope its not too late yet, this is my last year and i gonna make what its of it ... means... yepps.. =) hopefully. by then.... hahas. =) hmms.. oh.. got my Cleo today and was wondering should i get woman's weekly and the magazine auntie was like going girl dont buy is for auntie like me. hahahs.. then i was like okay.. and she commented you grew up so quickly from teenage to cleo.. now how old are you?
blahs~* and we chatted , time to waste while waiting for MOMO.. =)..
its good when you have pals everywhere. lols... but not like carmen if you ask me. =).. okays gotta pass the computer to my cousin.. and woots~* shopping spree tomorrow. hope everything turns out good.
hahas. LIEBE suie~

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hahas. Today was quite a sucess well for a normal day~ and hahas.. got my breakfast , ( raw eggs) i am staying out of egg days for quite some time til easter!
hahas. woke up at six plus, haven even showered and it was 6.40~ sh!t.. then my sister and momi quarrel what luck~ *-* showered and momi offered to drive me to school.. of cause and got me breakfast,... which is raw eggs and *butterfly* [ a kind of flour thingy fried de] oh well.. it was not bad.. met plastics as usual and passed haokiat his birthday pressie. =) how good am i? kidds~ then went on to lessons... matrix was getting way complicated or it was me missing all the talks while napping. not much up til.. english and Ms rahayu was kinda nice to me.. i did math work during her lessons and she said nothing? cools~ wonder how long this will last... kekes. *-* hmms.. then was lunch break chatted quite a lot with the girls and had my MILO! hahas. the topic nono.. no showing here! hahas.
after school was planning to go home but headed to tampinies mall with plastics. hmms... browse through magazines.. usual chatted and they went to get waffles and i ate my last butterfly. Next accompanied weixin to get her baking stuffs, then it rained while we are going home. SH!t we are damn wet after running and was like you should see the look on weixin. so enthusiastic in running through the rain!~ LMAO. so went to showered and tried my momi's cooking well it was okay overall for a person who din cook for so long. hmms.. then drank...MILO again.. hahas. suddenly have a crave for it. oh well.. gonna get on with some blog stuffs and back to my work.. then all sort of things. tomorrow's adam khoo workshop. let see what he brings. oh well.. time to go.
LIEBE suie. all the readings on the back. Peace out. BYES~

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heys~ went out to bugis today was supposed to complete a whole lot of birthday gifts shopping but din complete it. oh well. i ran out of cash. Woke up at round the afternoon. *waiting for my mum's signal* hahas. bathed as usual and ate. went to parco and got myself some goodies and i am so not sharing hahas, *by the way mum's giving me something* shopped for something to present as a gift but was damn indesicive i need someone around but no one's there . Biggy! ~ohs~ ... sadds. =) oh well.. then ate all long the way.. i know ivan's not gonna approve he is definitely gonna shout: hey can you forgo all those street snacks/ finger food and eat something FULL.. okay SORRY~ my fault. my bad. ~ oh well.. shall not reveal what i bought since its all for birthdays hahas. but spend quite a lot. was wondering should i get FIRST magazine but got it anyway. Was pissed not getting juice SAD when michelle got it and din took extra! joking here~ tomorrow's school and i got loads work not done . oh well.. kays i gotta go. bye guys. fast post here.

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make me love. cause its the hardest thing. =) make me speak . cause... i want it so. =)
LIEBE #suie!

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The besties
this was the nicest version with mich full face take a look below



Hmms.. okay so now what's the shock? go home and find tons of unknown peeps lurking in your house? laughs~* =.= Back home and my sister's friends were like filing half of the house [ okay maybe just quarter or lesser ] Was so tired so i din say much. Went to my room straight and on the computer. =) well, gonna be so tight up in my schedule for the next week, in fact from tomorrow i guess. Some restrictions on things i could do and get it done. *-* oh well, since school's starting that's another big thing. *-* Slept because carmeny asked me to, then woke up at six-thirty so just i could make it in time for the CIP flag thing. Was kinda tired but still manage to drag myself up to shower. Head to school with the usual pack and met michelle as usual. Got our stuffs and headed to orchard. [ wasnt the route that teacher gave us but still we went ] Got to borders with plastics only and then got to get some free browsing of magazines , until weixin got to pass dress to a buyer of her online shop [ yes she have and please take a look ] hmms.. then went to get a couple of drinks [ michelle intro-ed] and well MRT-ed back to school. Was a damn stoopid trip and took some pictures... hahas. shall upload like.. erms later .
Stayed in school for awhile accompanying the gals. Waited for matthais but end up getting pissed by him [ michelle] then got to know that those who went for the earlier retake of pure sciences only two was recomanded by Mr goh to continue taking it. hmms.. well.. not a very good news, but dont you guys fret. All for the best guys~! Headed for tuition next , saw jac jac crying but i dont know exactly why , felt so distanced with her already but.. i have no choice until she comes and talk to me or something. hmms.. then was tuition , bought something to eat in , over at 201. Was damn sleepy that i almost dozed off there. kinda because i am bored cause baobei and vannz was not there. so i shall go there tomorrow if can. hmms... to prepare for the upcoming test, which i have no chance of passing it eor acing it either. hmms.. well, then was doing and it rained.. was kinda thirsty but couldnt find what i wanted.. went home was a long way, since i couldn't walk the shortcuts. i dont wanna get.. wet..^-^ hms.. now gonna be end of post le. hahs~ dont miss me. cause i will be in bed soon? dream and talk to me. wish and live happily. all the wishes and care people could have and give. Love me?
kekes.. *-* smiles people. ~ TisChus..~
Liebe #suie!

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If he were a color
He'd be a deep dark forest green
If he were a car
He'd be a long stretch limousine
With room for all of humanity inside
Cause he is so giving
And he is so wise
If he were a number
He'd be a five
cause he has such a brilliant mind
If were an animal
He's be an ass cause he's so stubborn sometimes
But if he were a song
He'd be a complicated melody
That complicated fellow
But he means the world to me
If he were a building
He'd be a beautiful cathedral
Cause he's so traditionally spiritual
If he were a dance
He'd be complicated like the tango
But if here a song
He'd be a complicated melody
That complicated fellow
But he means the world me
He ain't the reason for why i am here.
but the for the reason cause i need him here
Cause he means the world to me
Said he means the world to me
Complicated melody that complicated fellow
He's a complicated melody , that i will never ever figure out the key.

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hmms... so all about it.. count down over with carmen.. at her dad's studio.. Was suppose to have ultimate fun but things wasn't that smooth-going. Hmms.. ate a bit over there.. and well, count down and stuffs. Took some pictures - posted below - And yea THANK YOU Shawn.. for the piggy back and stuffs and -I HATE YOU- laughs~* hmms.. then was the night after which was supposingly my nine month anniversary with MARVIN. okay cool, but we broke upp. Surprized? hmms.. { i wanted to hug you, to say i loved you , and to really really say i miss you } But i did not. i choose to let it go. =] No worries, cause we are still friends. =) hmms..things between us are not working out so it ended anyway. =) today was the first day of school. Knew the change of teachers and it was definitely not cool. [ wanted ms tan to be back ] and Mr wee. =) new timetable kinda.. hmms.. no comments. well. Went to tampinies mall after that and well.. back to eastpoint. ate..[horrible] and now blogging while on the phone with carmen tan ying. hmms.. going for german class later, co CHUS~
loves suie