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Ahh , so i haven been blogging. And well , am now out of boredom.

Seriously, i have so much to do and to learn yet i am not choosing to do and well, to do something else. Such as snacking, reading books and blogging.

I think i must be nuts or having some kind of disorder. And i think mich and boyfriend would prolly agree to this.

=)

Recently hooked onto "forget about it", a book of course, by Caprice Crane. Well, guess i am into love novels/ stories and such. Anyway, i quoted that perhaps having amnesia at one point of your life makes it all worth isn't it ? Looking at people where you have been so accustomed to, or have already prefixed a kind of mindset like; "i know she will do this, react this way, or she has always been like this" , or somehow similar. :)

Make sense ? and well, some things might just be the ones that you awfully wanted it to be knocked away and in this case, erased off. :) Just like pencil drawings met erasers! :)

Wee! But sadly, it doesn't at times. :(

BOO. Was really getting excited about Dance , and well , i still have so much to buck up man. Gahhs. :( But i will try my best, though i hurt my knee pretty bad. :(

And and, getting my stamina backk! *screams*

Wee, but first i shall complete my tough and hectic weeks ahead before settling down to revise all my school work for the semester and well score a GPA of acceptance and enjoy my holidays.

{ Sadly, i'd most prolly ending up holding or looking for a job }

I need money for almost everything. Thank Goodness, GOD, family, friends and Boyfriend don't require money to come by. :) At least. :)

*yawns* I better get back to my report soon , else i will get chopped up by my group-mates and boyfriend! *ROARs*

Bye people!

Signed;

SUIE!

P.s: When all i need was assurance. :)

I guess i have to jog off the kilos then.:(

Anyway , a fruitful day plus morrow.

Swam and met up Mich for lunch. Slacked over my house and headed for dance.

Tomorrow's going to be a start of happening for me again. Wonderful .

Hectic Hectic Hectic. And i haven even get to touch , start or see my project. Woah , best of prioritize. :))))

Oh well , talking about all these, Christmas exchanges is uppp! WEEEEEEEEE. i like pressies and surprises. :) i wonder why. :)

Tempted by papers again , me and Mich went to track our favourite paper packs. :)

And well , don't deprive us of our copyrights! There's a limit to what you can follow. :)

anyway , just a short update before tomorrow ends. Cause i know i will be to shag out to blog anything. Peace out. To the EVE OF CHRISTMAS EVE. :)

smiles!:0

Loves; suie

p.s: when sometimes you just can't forget.

Not in the mood to elaborate but ;

Yesterday ;

Singapore discovery centre - Lunch @ 7-eleven - 3D movie - museum - dinner at queenstown Ikea - christmas pressie shopping at anchor point.

That's about all.

I am freaking sad. I am thinking , what will i be without you. You are such a large chunk of my life.

And For your information , it's not ANDRE i am talking about.

i am so leaving these.

I hate it , i seriously do. The purpose of you blogging up is to show us what your thinking and how you want us to do. I am seriously tired of trying to get you , trying to maintain all these relations. Can't you see ? If i am that unmovable as you claim , as heartless as you said , i believe you would not even bother to blog all those up , that is because you know that after reading i might inflict some guilt in me ? But what do you know ? WE are all here trying our best , but yet you blame it all on me ? We have gifts , cards , surprises for you , but what did you do to us ?! MIA ? Gone what MALAYSIA?! Yes , i am putting it upfront to your face. You have to know , and your our best-friend , truths are suppose to prick and hurt. You have hurt us deeply too. I bet you don't know , you don't even care. All you care is to self-pity yourself and to make it seems like your having an all time suffering bitchy life.

We loved you and we know everything might have been harsh on you ,and i know that perhaps i am the closest one to you. But do you know , this shoulder , this friend that have always been here for you have been so badly neglected ? Have been so badly trashed aside ?

You called , i called back. You texted i texted back , even IF you said your not free , i pushed all my appoinments to make time for you , and asked you out continuously for almost 2 weeks, sometimes without receiving any replies from you.

Do you know exactly how that feels ?! i know carmen does. And do note that , in this world there are people who are as busy as you are or even worse, i am trying to make a point that we need effort from both sides. You don't sleep ? Heck , you have been crying , that's why you don't sleep. Self-pitying that is. What i have been doing , is to let you know i am there for you , but do you even care ? you blamed i assume , you blamed i accuse , but did i ? DID i ?

I feel like a fool replying you , as if not giving you enough evidence to get back to me. I know karma bites back . But what can i do when i need to pull someone so close to me back?

If you do care , and you do read.

Please be free on the 22nd , or towards the end to count down of the year. BY THE WAY ; i sent you a text about this , but you didn't get back to me. AS ALWAYS.

P.s: I am really pissed , but i still love you. GOD SAVE ME.

Anyway , have been consecutively missing dance , and it's not on purpose.

I hope today's dance won't be cancelled.

Korean numero is totally hot. i have plenty of magazines to Mag , plus juice on Friday. :) *happy*

Going to be packed and rushing tons of work in the following days and two three weeks in counting. Afterwards , a big fat holiday which consist of much running around anyway. :)) Part of me is feeling evil , but i shouldn't. :) *shhs*

This Christmas , I realize i am rotting off not reading newspaper & that's pretty sad 'cause i am not suppose to. Also , leaving out a whole lot of friends , which i shouldn't too. Maybe i should concentrate more on my dance and studies. And also my not so secret plan. :) *laughs*

Alrights , i am just being random and all 'cause it's programming and i am really freaking tired. Bored !

If i can fly , i will zoom straight to your heart. :) cute ?

Logging off ;

Love lots ;) suie.

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