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Sunday, April 17, 2011
A day went by. @ 9:10 AM

Splatters on the floor.
Of blood, of petals, and smores.
Chocolate, honey and red white mix.

Today was a long day out for me. Was really tired at the end of the day, but it went well so i am really glad. ;) Had to shower immediate, feeling damn sweaty walking the whole day. Despite so, I gained two kg. And weigh at a terrible 57 now. Damn. :(
I need to lose substantial weight. Jia yous. ;)

I want pretty me, pretty clothes. I want a new me, i want my family and friends. I need to grow spiritually, i need my LORD, My god. :) I need the things i need, and need not desire for those i do not need to have. :)
I Have to grow up and at the same time not to lose my faith, hope nor dreams. :)
For all the things that are worthed, are the things that i lived for.
Negativity gets me down, but thats the period where i stand up and strong again. :) Everything has it's sides and perspective and i hope everyone can see it some times, how i do. :) some times. :)

Love, suie. ;)

When whispers no longer survive;

Because there's you and me.