If to live, to choose to live, to want to live, you don't have much choices right?
Anyway, i am probably going to stop blogging for awhile> Like i really have to sort my feelings, but something tells me that only blogging and writing journals actually made me thought better because all the complicated feelings are diverted.
Perhaps i just need some time alone. Perhaps God gave me this trial and opportunity to go china for a month for more, which i'd prolly get much stuffs cleared.
Honestly, i am missing a lot of things, i can't explain it, and i don't know why. I know i miss God and i know i need to save souls. Maybe China Trip wouldn't be that bad. :)
Got a lot to prepare. A bagguage of feelings, to come back differently, to meet every day like i had never before. Can i do it?
Yes. I think so. If there is anything to change about, i will be the change and then change the world.
so then.
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When whispers no longer survive;
Happy.
Because there's you and me.
Misfit in living
Little notes
Kiki.Suie.
I am the millionth person living in one.
Complicate simplicity and naive over complexity.
Heart boys with small eyes and thin wide smile.
a. Book Thief
b. The alchemist
c. All new Tales edited by Neil Gaiman and Al sarrantonio - Stories
d. LBD (Sex lies and online dating! A date in your diary! Not another Bad date)