Maybe it was the wounds that inflicted the pain; Maybe its the purplish past that bothers my way; Maybe its the secrets i locked away; In the diary that was not meant to be safe;
Maybe its just me and myself , being weird and everything else; Not expressive enough, being introverted and DUMB; Oh well guess this all is the past; Where my future has NEVER yet to come; May the light shine upon me; And bring my KNIGHT to me; Who will brave through the dangers with me; And forever be with me;
This is the FANTASY i wanna see; The CRAZIEST life i wanna live; The only guy i wanna be with; And i hope there is this one GUY who will give; And presents his love whole-heartedly; That will be the way he is; Like the way i love him for it;
Fearless of my love; Pillars of my world; Deep in his heart i will appear; Nevertheless, i still fear; For the FUTURE that never appears; And to the past that bought me tears; But i will be here; For my quest is still uncleared; And for the things i will achieve; To the love ones i yet to give; My one and only special gift.
P.S 'till now i'm still being vanilla loved! "
I must be deep in thoughts writing that . LOL.
Super bored and irritated that im still in school now , 'cause lessons are suppose to end at three !? But well , trade in an hour today for tomorrow's two hour seem not bad at all. -.- Reading my older post = very entertaining. 'cause i get to see the difference and well sets me wonder why i changed and everything else. Like how naive i use to be.
Sometimes i really wonder , how could i be so tough / optimistic and loner in the past , i seem to survive thru' every of my life storms , almost alone. Not to say im very dependent now , but more of an extrovert in fact. *-*
Another quote from moi : "Tears to me are nothing, just like the rain that falls upon my skin. Vanilla loved. To me. And me. <3 suie "
I guess at a point of time , you need some one to lean on and i guess the time for me to rest have come. :) The need for someone to understand everything where you dont even have to make a single sound , say a single word or make a slightest move 'cause he knows your tired after everything.
And somehow , its just .. wonderful ? :) teehee. ;)))
alrights all the random-ness aside. Still have lessons and dance!!! Oh gosh. :)))) i wanna jog! i wanna Jog jog jog!!! :)
.. i really wonder .... LOves suie. ___ pursuing my dreams. P.S: Some hearts are lucky and i know mine's one , cause it met yours. :)
a. Book Thief
b. The alchemist
c. All new Tales edited by Neil Gaiman and Al sarrantonio - Stories
d. LBD (Sex lies and online dating! A date in your diary! Not another Bad date)