My room mates during astronomy outreach camp . :)


Anyway , all those random-ness aside , i shall talk about the recent(s).

Been hearing a lot From E.

Some things that i haven been really expecting or even bother to think / care about. It really sets me pondering in a way i used to not when i was more..... naive ? not really appropriate to use in this sense but close to.

I have been there , done it , and somehow got over it.

Well , in that case i wouldn't be that dumb to hurt myself or to endure the process wont i ? Or humans are just as stoopid to get themselves into the same deep sh!t over and over again . Just as students preparing for their exams that is lie less than a week away , or people just fall in love and get into relationships despite having been thru' many heartbreaks over and over again.

Pretty dumb eh ? But life's like this. Humans are roots of their own problems.

Go figure. :)

On the other hand , I have been getting hurt ( mentally , emotionally and physically ) . On a certain sense it might be a good thing , except for the "physically" part, im not a psycho. :)

And and i dont cut myself. I think its pretty dumb to do that.

School's getting boring with all the assignments and stuffs.

To add on i dont even feel like talking to people nowadays. Perhaps due to my throat ? i just feel so tired speaking.

Something tells me that i just need some time alone.

Something tells me im not on the right track.

Something tells me its time for a change.

I hope that E will be fine.

I hope that F will stop her actions.

And i hope for the best for DC .

* followed mich ; To mich : heh , B shall be A and A shall be B. :)))

I gotta go , full train / gym tomorrow . Its either i fall / survive :))

P.S : At times i wonder , are we meant to be ? but anyway , i wont give in or give up and i will be there even til the world comes to an end.